you are fucked up.
and thats just how it is.
Saturday, March 11, 2017
Wednesday, March 08, 2017
you ruined it all.
you do know how you fucked up right?
after all these time i am still fucking disturbed.
why? why? whyyyyyy?
after all these time i am still fucking disturbed.
why? why? whyyyyyy?
Tuesday, March 07, 2017
killer.
another tough day ended.
in the most harshest moment i thought of you.
but it disappeared in an instant.
you were not there.
you were not there.
you were not there.
YOU WERE NOT THERE!
in the most harshest moment i thought of you.
but it disappeared in an instant.
you were not there.
you were not there.
you were not there.
YOU WERE NOT THERE!
Monday, March 06, 2017
fucking empty.
you've been with me when i'm in green right from the beginning.
but this time, you're not.
how?
but this time, you're not.
how?
Saturday, March 04, 2017
Wednesday, March 01, 2017
displeased.
i still speak about you.
despite the shit you gave me.
so there are stories that i still share.
with friends & colleagues.
and they will give me the look.
but memories of you are still within me.
and burying them did not help either...
despite the shit you gave me.
so there are stories that i still share.
with friends & colleagues.
and they will give me the look.
but memories of you are still within me.
and burying them did not help either...
Tuesday, February 28, 2017
Sunday, February 26, 2017
how do i do?
going back to camp next week and i'm not sure how to pull through 2 weeks of it.
in the past it was always about you.
the thought of having you and being able to see you at the end helps so much.
i remember sleeping in a shellscrape for the first time ever.
it was a crazy day and i thought i could not last another.
that night the only thing in my mind was you.
it helped. alot.
in the past it was always about you.
the thought of having you and being able to see you at the end helps so much.
i remember sleeping in a shellscrape for the first time ever.
it was a crazy day and i thought i could not last another.
that night the only thing in my mind was you.
it helped. alot.
is it more regular now?
somehow bumped onto some old files in computer.
one of them is a note listing your mensus dates.
remember how you asked me to help keep track?
i did. in fact it was in my calendar of my old phone too.
always wanted to make sure you were healthy.
one of them is a note listing your mensus dates.
remember how you asked me to help keep track?
i did. in fact it was in my calendar of my old phone too.
always wanted to make sure you were healthy.
i shouldnt have.
happened to look through our overseas trip photos and smiling to myself seeing the lovely shots taken.
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