walk in the orchid of mines .

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restrictions are not limitations.
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i was supposed to be reading my book .

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haha. i remembered in Year 1 i listened to a couple of Jay Chou`s song.
can`t really remember who go make me listen.
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i knew its coming. so i let it be.

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terminated my Changi Cargo job due to a stupid reason.
no regrets.

i`m still a freelance designer in Emerge Creatives. ^^
i`m still employed. haha!
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some things, hardly change .

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keeping quiet doesn`t mean don`t care.
keeping quiet doesn`t mean consent.
keeping quiet doesn`t mean ignorance.
keeping quiet doesn`t mean defiance.
keeping quiet doesn`t mean anti-social.

some people talk big. mouth, full of thrash.
want to talk, talk properly.

cut down on profanities. it makes you sound worthless.
i don`t judge, i`m not God. i`m a mortal.

i desire to slowly end this.
problem is, i`m only human.

"talk good, or none at all."
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where you step next now becomes a very big issue .

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history leads me back to the same path.
just a different goal.


oh yes. now the design project is about to start.
& im still working my other job.

sleepless nights i guess? suffer, i asked for it. LOL.
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a different Sunday .

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yesterday dinner.

& then movie.



KICK-ASS! ^^
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two-timer.

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what happens you`re working for one boss, and another called you up for work? ^^

thank God its freelance.


"Mr Yap, tomorrow i got school meeting for graduation, i needa take off."

:)
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makan & friends .

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dinner @ jalan kayu with Regu, Shamir, Fifi and Jib.

after which passed by and looked at the matilda's house from far.
kinda give the creeps. hair can stand staring at it at night. lol.

then go another place that was said to be haunted.
some resort dont know what. ulu2.

after which dropped by punggol jetty.

and then home!

just a few hours of meetup, but great evening. ^^
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say goodbye to my heart tonight .

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audio .

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"aku memang pencinta wanita
namun ku bukan buaya yang setia pada seribu gadis"
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indon song. i rarely listen to malay songs.
to think back...

first i was indulged in reggae.
then kinda mesmerised by malay songs.
followed by a period of love songs. (LOL don`t laugh)
then listened to metal. but not really into those thrashing one.
finally up till now, songs with more meaning. mainly rock.
oh well rock is always my taste.

techno & all those trance not really preferred.
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hmm hmm...
okay i admit this is a random post =D

heartbeat .

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to feel pain,
to know we`re still alive.

we`re still humans.
we`re bound to make mistakes.
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now the path`s too wide, too diverse ...

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primary school 6 years, not much of a feeling because keep changing classes.
secondary school 5 years, starting to bond with true friends - on the road to maturing.
polytechnic 3 years, too fast because just when we`re about to know our friends better & get close,
we`re graduating.
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i kept thinking about this at work.
bad bad bad.
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F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

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soon as time passes,

our social group gets smaller.
our friends & us, drift away from each other, but not on purpose.

the only people you`ll most probably have would be your colleagues.
(for guys there`ll be your NS comrades first)

and after that when you start thinking of marriage, it`ll be a whole new level.
(yaa there`ll be the period of time of boy/girl-friending first)

then, you`ll spend most times with your family.
and then you have your in-laws too.

friends will be far.
yes they`ll be in your heart.
but you won`t be seeing them as often, as when during your school times.

will our jokes get cold?
i pray not.

cheers to good friends.
i`ll miss you people.
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joy of my life .

what is your heart made of ?

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the words on the helmet are - "biar miskin asal kaya hati".
(be it poor as long as have a good heart)

he`s a construction worker in Indonesia.
working in a risky profession.
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there`s more than just thanking or blaming yourself .

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life has been written for us.
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sealed .

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tomorrow start work.
ahh yes.
trading freedom for money.
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o m g.

confused .

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errrrrrrrrrrrrrr......?
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i was careless, serious.

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i got lost today, really.
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before its too late .

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touching back on what i`ve lost touch.
or my path will definitely stray.
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ehhhh !

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now that my lil brother kinda grown up.
he got new topic to talk with my dad - soccer.
i never talked of any topic with my dad before..................................................................
because i don`t follow soccer.

i should just be a girl.

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JOKING! haha. nights.
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make it life or death .

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Everybody wants the glory
But you better remember
The fight is to the end
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crazy about this !

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twist .

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prepare for the artillery.
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the rasmus .

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October & April
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amaranth .

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trust me,
there are alot of butterflies i want to change.
i`m going to plan my mistakes, my disasters.

i want to go throught this again.
with a different start, mid, and end.

maybe i could have prevented chaos.
no, i could avoid.

life`s a one way road.
i`m looking back now at a bumpy stretch.

i`m accepting it. its my life.


"Shamir, i should have heed your advice."
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dance with the devil .

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because the best for people is at most times bitter...
and some people don`t like that.

they prefer the bad candy.
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easter .

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mummies exhibition was quite a disappointment.



LOL SAMIR!



this throb on my temple better quiten down soon.
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what`s your worth ?

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they say carve your own path of life,
& not follow in people`s footsteps.

so would i?
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time

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too slow for those who wait
too swift for those who fear
too long for those who grieve
too short for those who rejoice
but
for those who love
time is eternity.
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blanks .

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its nice to just talk.
&
wander.
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an end will give birth to a beginning .

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Denial.
Anger.
Barganing.
Depression.
Acceptance.

(5 stages of Grief)



I don't remember one moment I tried to forget.
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