the next phase of life.

the other day future-talked with my uncle.
well rarely meet him because he stayed on the other side of Singapore.
came the other day and brought my younger brother and I out for breakfast.

whenever he came, he would usually ask how I`m doing etc.
once a while meet so those are obvious questions.
im surprised his daughter is in University already.
NTU. she`s 19. JC route. oh yeah.

he always told me to keep on learning whenever i can.
if possible he wants me to go Uni after NS.
thats not the likely route i`d go. i just cant study books. i will waste time & money.
i rather work and go for some courses that offers skills.
to me skills and experiences are better than study certs.

then in his car before heading back home, he showed me his car license.
i had practically no idea what he is getting to until he showed me the list of vehicles he can drive.
i was surprised. he had license class 2B, 2A, 2, 3A, 3, 4 & 5 !
can you just imagine?! he can drive almost anything! ><

and then he took out another license card.
he could operate a forklift and a crane!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
add a taxi license to the list!
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he was very proud of himself. i know it.
told me he worked hard to earn all this.
during his time, my mum's time too, their family live a hard life.
he is who he is today because of his relentless efforts.
& yes he is very much well-off.

joked he`s not the kind of person who could do business job.
he`s more to technical stuffs. can really tell that.
and those electrical wirings in houses, he have that certification to approve the wirings!
seriously, i was speechless to just know my uncle have all these in him.
all these years he never told me anything about this.
perhaps i`m all grown up now.

told me to never stop learning and striving to get what i want.
well i hope i really could achieve what i want.
pray i could repay back my parents and give them a good life.
the future is so uncertain. so very much uncertain.

well as for now, let me clear my National Service.
wait.
before that, i`m gonna sooooo enjoy my life before it.
& there are already many plans laid out. ohhh yeahhh!

:D

proud of notoriety?

whats with girls calling their friends 'bitches'?
its just plain retarded & degrading, even if your friends are okay with it.

the modern world give birth to more indecency.

new.

sun rise | sun set.

however you look at it, both portrays alot of possibilities.

helloooo~

stunt. :D

makes no difference to me

you can never be somebody else.
you are just you.

risk.

sometimes we are afraid to take a step forward
because it may ruin everything we have up till now.

stand up for what you believe.

And tonight we can truly say,
Together we're invincible

no, they`re not secrets.

when i was a kid...

i thought that planets are countries. Singapore was Earth, Australia is Jupiter and so on.

i behaved when watching Crimewatch because i thought the police hosts is able to see me.

i brought pen to write my name on green packets during Hari Raya because i dont want it to get mixed together with my sis's.

i took picture with my sis & little brother and the Powerpuff Girls at Downtown East... & my pant's zip was down.

i stole the 4-coloured pen from my religious teacher's table when in his house because thats the first time i saw it & i was fascinated by its mechanism.

i always have trouble controlling my bladder at night & there goes my mattress under the sunlight in the morning.


enough eh? i have no idea why im posting all these shameful things. its out of the blue, honestly. well... thats abit of my younger days.

hmm...

why cant we see bubble thoughts. :(
but then life would just be too perfect.

tick tock...

im gonna wakeup early tomorrow to finish the last 2 sketches.
send for approval.
do the linework.
hope that sketches approved.
do lineworks on them too.
see if Yvette needs some assistance once i`m done.
or vice versa.

i so hope by evening can be done.
hmm hmm.

34 days left.
enjoying every bit i can now.
training starts next week, i hope.
gonna get busy with house shifting & painting.
crap. i just hope i have time for some enjoyment.

Sentosa Back to Back!

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19 June 2010:

Advanced Birthday Celebration for Shamir!
he`s 21! :D cheers yo!
we surprised him at Sentosa Palawan Beach. :)
Batik Wear-On. Birthday Song in the 4 languages of Singapore.
it was greeeeeeaat! pictures in FB. haha.
had a great day but i left at night when they went to chill at Starbucks. haha.
Happy Birthday again Shamir! have a good one bro! :)

20 June 2010:

my first time i used the kitchen stove to cook food other than maggee & fried egg.
my first time i boiled hotdogs.
my first time to do scrambled eggs. (wasnt pretty sure whether its perfect... oh well)
my first time to do breakfast for the outing. :D
i kinda like it. doing breakfast. ^^
so bread, sliced hotdogs with scrambled eggs and cheese.
weeeeeeeeeeeee~ sandwiches!

okay. i`ll just keep it simple.
it was another awesome day at Sentosa!!!
yeah sour face?

:D


all in all, the best weekends, EVER!
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flu bug get lost.

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flu.
every single time i have a project to do, i fall sick.
its sickening.

2 sentosa trips this weekends! :D
hope would enjoy both! :)
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National Service incoming finally, but with damn short notice.

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posted to Tekong.
new school 4. damn.
i JUST received letter.
they taking me in on 29th july.
=.="

abit spoil mood.
but... what to do yea?
hmm hmm...
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a reality with a different thought.

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took from that FB group.
its truuuuuuueeee.
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after consecutive days of macd...

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simple evenings like these are great.
:D HAHA!

& my throat situation is at risk of a sore.
BARRLEEEEEEEY! save me.
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pen & paper again!

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i`m back to sketching. sort of PID life again.
just maybe... a little easier hmm.
hope it`ll be alright!
first client for product design in industry :D
finally can put in something i`ve learnt for the past 3 years. ^^
okay, i`m nervous a little. haha.

i carried a shower heater around in my arms in Tampines Mall. @.@
saved by a popular plastic bag.
~~~

CS: "we put glue on the display set so its tight."
S: "so this is like cheating customer arh?"
CS: "..."

hopeless.
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one fine night.

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question my mind.
then,
liberate my mind.
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in my life .

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need anything to say to someone,
say it right now.

that someone may not be here tomorrow.
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i loved you with a fire red, now its turning blue.

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still a beautiful song.
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touched my heart & soul.

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words that sting, beautifully.
ouch.
:'(
takecare...
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when everythin else fades...

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i feel sorry. ><
be strong!
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munch.

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i got free famous amos!
sealed packaging with an advice note lei!
HAHAHA!

thanks arrrr! ^^

think i gonna stock up some milk in fridge.
but i can BET my little brother gonna "help" me finish it. =.="
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O.O

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the stars are blazing like rebel diamonds cut out of the sun.
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very bad. very very bad.

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i lost weight.
need to regain.
train.
maintain.

words, are always easy.

this one`s for NS.
so i must make it.
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enough stalking already eh? HAHAHA!

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will be looking forward to the next few events in my calendar! :D
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Victorinox Swiss Card Lite!

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stumble upon this yesterday!
pretty neat!
even if i get also i dont know what to do with it, yet.
hmm...

kablooey .

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feeling damn horrible now.
aaaaaaaaahahaha.
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no timeline.

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going to sleep feeling empty, each day.
there`s really nothing much to think about.
no, there is ALOT to think about.
i`m just not doing it. sigh.

just checked NS portal. my letter should come between now and november.
so it better be now. asap. and please put me in the force.
now to think about it, being in police isn`t really bad.
when you do your duty, you deal with new situations, new scene, new people.
well lets just hope that would happen to me. make my life interesting.
haha. which kinda reminds me of navy. "be somebody". LOL!

been helping Sam a little here & there on his FYP.
texted me yesterday morn saying Marcus didnt approve of his idea, again.
& therefore he gets frustrated. sent "colourful" words in his messages to me.
LOL.
i can see he is really trying to make a good one out of FYP, just why can`t the lecturers
give some opinion? Instead of just rejecting and shut off. biaaaaaaaas?
pretty bad this time round for FYP-takers. well good luck bro.

been sleeping late as usual & have a hard time waking up in the morn.
8am. open eyes. snooze. sleep. check for sms. reply. sleep. ........................... 1pm.
thats about the max i could go. its really bad sleeping habit.
& i`ve been skipping breakfast due to this timing.
now nothing to chiong also stay up late. good one.

my phone is fully charged.
awesome.
sleep.
bye.
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if we ever meet again .

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the rushest video i ever made.
but all the memories in those pictures & videos stretch for a span of 3 years.
3 years, & time rushed past very fast.
i`ve been watching again & again.
bittersweet :(:
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its been some time since i last cried.
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starving now... i want pizza...

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glad i could finish the graduation video just nice Bryan, Yong Woei & Roy could watch.
3 of them entering NS tomorrow. God, keep them safe.
my letter has yet to come.

& i learned how to FINISH my POPEYES meal.
i always get the 2 chicken, fries & biscuit set.
& from last time, i always can`t finish the biscuit because i leave it last.
now i know how.
fries,biscuits & then chicken.
CAN FINISH!


RANDOM!
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between heaven & hell .

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i was hoping the rain would last till tomorrow morning.
now i got nothing nice to sleep by.

i`m not sure what reminded me but i`m pretty much old.
a couple of decades and a year.
i`m not fulfilling yet what i NEED for my life.

i`m half serious, or maybe a little lesser.
still reckless, still following the flow.
do i need to find the turn in this straight road, or could i create one?

for sure, i don`t want to follow in people`s footsteps, no matter they are successful or not.
i want to create my own path. i want to make mistakes. i want to learn.
just, wondering when.
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