again .

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was in deep thoughts, again.

this world. this life. this heart.



when will people ever understand each other?
why some people are not sensitive towards other`s feelings?



after all, we`re all humans still.

deep crimson .

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so it hurts to be alive my friend
in this masquerade where all one day must die

don't you wish you were unborn again
just for a minute

just for a minute more.



excerpted from Kamelot`s The Human Stain.

Give It All

Rise Against - Give It All
Uploaded by thunderking85


one of my favourite music videos.
XD
*a soundtrack in NFS2 Underground too*

what. is. it.

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Uncertainty.

The minute you think about giving up...
think of all the reasons why you held on so long.
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total random .

nothing to do. chatting with this insane buddies of mine. lol.
the 2nd picture talking about me last time.
cos last time they always do something, i will just stone one corner.
hahaha.

good ol` times yeah.

cycling day out

today went out to cycle with Teo.
its been a freaking long time since i cycled that my bicycle can no longer be rode by me.
gave it to my brother. sad T.T
its not a very super good bike. it has double suspensions though.
but its been with me for quite some time, some time ago. haha.
oh well.
used my dad bike. haha.

met up at his house before heading off to East Coast via the Park Connectors.
really, the Park Connectors are really some good thing.
made life easier from parks to parks. XD
especially for cyclists and rollerbladers.

reached East Coast only to find ourselves gulping down water.
weather is great though. cloudy at most parts.
cycled to the end at Area A there before turning back to somewhere in the middle.
sat at the breakwater to chill. the sand at that area was freaking fine.
it feels so damn good just to be barefooted there and sinking your feet inside the sand.

by the way we watched as this jellyfish floated by and got stuck at the rocks of the breakwater.
we cant be sure whether its dead or alive. lol.
quite big uh that fella. bigger than my head. haha.

continued cycling and goodnessssss... Bedok Jetty has already re-opened!
dont know since when it opened but it seems they are still clearing up some mess.
and there is this 2 "wind-fan thinggy*. quite tall. at both ends of the jetty.
dont know if they are like harnessing wind energy or what.
oh well. the fences are better plus the flooring too.
alot of people starting to fish there. saw some ppl catchin the usual tambans. haha.

and so we carry on cycle to the other end of ECP towards Changi.
we decided to head there uh.
and our motivation: sugar cane juice! that big cup one by the corner at Changi Village.
hahaha.
crazy laaa. almost dying cycling but i also feel damn great.
cycled through sunset at this looooooong stretch near airport runway.
damn nice.

reached Changi Village we were like "omg. finally!"
didnt knew we could do that.
what else. straight away buy the drink!
drink like never drink before. lol.
had Nasi Lemak too.
cuddled this cat outside near the stairs.
XD

felt dizzy that time.
no choice have to cycle back home cos its getting dark uh.
butt damn pain alredy.
oh well.
"pain is weakness leaving the body"
lol. yea riiighttt.

cycling back part abit sucked.
haha. i got cramp at the thighs just metres after we set off.
i made a freaking sound, Teo cant stop laughing.
haha.
managed it within minutes. lucky uh or else we can just wait long2 and it`ll just get darker.
Teo led the way thruout the whole trip anyway.
he`s the only one with the front light and backlight.
as for me, great. nothing reflective except for my buff.
and which is on my head. lol.

going home time alot of people uh.
its 6-7 plus i think. yeahh ppl coming back frm work.
our legs are screaming at us along the way.
lol. cant afford to stop le. all the way.
and yeahhhh!
its a GREAT DAY!!!

now i just cannot wait to wake up tmrw morning with my legs aching like hellllll!
HAHA!

careless or care less

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knowing what lies deep inside.
its all just another mess.


it didn`t rained.

the uneasiness.

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poverty & hunger

war
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its said that if life is perfect, then there is truly no point in living it.
but why must there be poverty, hunger, & war existing in this world we live in.
this is imperfection. but it is not something that can be changed that easily.
these sufferings are not something these people want.
its just that they cannot avoid it.

because some rich, powerful people without brains make some sucky decisions.
because some idiots just cannot solve their problems and starts to argue.
because some immature people think that they are more superior and wanna show off.

because...
emotions and intelligence
are what makes us
humans,
or
monsters.

zoo trip

went to Zoo on last monday with the following people:
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this was when we`re feeding the "I Don`t Understand"s.
lolness.
they`re adorable. but still i love cats! XD
okay i`ll just upload some grp photos.
well it was fun laa. after so long since i went to Zoo.
plus with friends now. more funner. hah.
guess thats all. great day. great day. (:
pictures thanks to Inuka. lololol.

Ubin Fishing Trip

yesterday was a fishing trip to ubin.
well sadly Shamir cant join because he's down with a sickness.
met up with Regu to eat at Changi before moving off for Ubin.

its been quite some time since i last entered Ubin.
since sec 3 camp that is. lol.
i still remember the vivid memories of cycling under the rain.
and most remembered, my shirt got stained by the colour of the team flag. -.=
haha. fun times.

oh yea. price of the boat ride increased by 50 cents. now 2.50. hmm okay laa eh.
so got there and Regu had said that our fishing spot is about a 20mins walk.
@.@

we could have used the rental bike, but oh well.
save cost! haha!
walked through some paths... i dont know where ahh i just follow.
cos Regu went there once. so yeah.

then comes the part where mozzies got real excited. -.=
(Regu say no need bring repellent. so i'm like oh well okayyy.)
bad. baaadd mistake. hah.
they start sucking our blood.
i was very frustrated and kept looking at my hands and shaking them off.
apparently they`re more attracted to hands. -.=
Regu was quite calm.

yeah calm... haha.
when he check on his elbow, he spotted about 20 mozzies sucking blood from it!
a bunch of them!
and really, after that, i can see alot of mozzie bites on it. near 20.
he freaked out.
cos he say there used to be a dengue case in Ubin.
haha. but its okay i guess.

well so then we reached our fishing spot.
eventually someone was alredy there, at the good spot luh.
we have no choice but to fish somewhere else around the area.
the spot that stranger is at is the GOOD one!!!
guess we`re just late. haha.

by the way our fishing spot is near this drink stall uh.
quite big luh the stall plus this enclosure with a wild boar inside.
the owner has this friendly dog. okay i cant touch it.
but i wish i could. he didnt really bark alot. just like wanna be around you.
nice eh! haha.

and there`s this small boy who is so freaking annoying.
he likes to throw stones, and simply just piss his mum off.
his mum is the owner`s wife luh. yeah.
great place i must say.
still that stranger has the good spot! haha. dammmnnnn...

so whole day fishing, in the end we just caught a catfish and a stingray.
both not that big luh. but okayy laa atleast got bite yeah.
i got caught one fish again but then its stuck at the rock while reelig in.
i wanted to catch it back with the net but in the end just shove him back into the water.
haha. well, i gave it a second chance in life! lol!

guess thats all i can write.
freakin lazy. haha.
btw picture of the catsfish and stingray below!
ciaos.

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thoughts ...

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they can be demonic,

but they can be beautiful too.

(:

to think of trust, & caring for others.
it is always better to give than to receive.