Reach .

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a gift of light
flying high towards Intifada

Meow Meow

The cat is soooooooooooo adorable!!!
Its a Scottish Fold!
I WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANTT!!!

XD

sadly i can`t keep any pets beside fishes.
-.=

pain, is weakness leaving the body .

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feelings i used to have,
aren`t there.
&
for the first time in so long,
i really don`t care.


"i tried to kill the pain, but only brought more."

the blessing on my 20th.

pictures not accordingly arranged according to procedure of the ritual.
credits to Meiqi for the pictures. (:

a wonderful belated birthday celebration

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(more pics will be uploaded soon)

saturday evening.
went down to Popeyes at Changi Airport Terminal 1.
to celebrate my 20th birthday. XD

there was Marisher, Najib, Regu, Ridhwan, Shamir & Firdaus.
cool.
but Najib & Marisher went off early.
Najib got work.
Marisher seems sick?
yeah.

So the rest of us makan.
They treat me. XD
Thanks guys!

After dinner we walk walk.
covered T1 T2 T3.
snapped photos here there.
laugh out loud.
browse thru shops.
hah.
had a great evening.

went off, MRT.
yeah.

and Shamir.
OMG!
i was shocked.
he got me a watch as a birthday gift.
dumbfounded, speechless, stunned.
Shamir, thanks alot dude.
(:




i OMG-ed alot for my birthday this year.
haha.
(:

a desolation you cursed me with

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today i offer up myself to this.
i`m living for my dying wish.

i will face the truth you bury me in.
i`m just a living wasteland.
fcuk.

twenty. OMG!

3 days ago - January 6.

i turned 2 decades.

wait.

okayy that make me sounds super old.

20 actually, yeah.

freakin. =.=

i was damn tired that day.

cos first day of school with lesson in the morn.

i even got 'marked' by my elective teacher.

no, not blacklisted. hah.

long story.

okay then at studio i was suddenly greeted with a birthday cake.

the cake came over my head and before my eyes.

honestly i was very shocked.

i think my heart skipped a beat.

like omg cos its my first birthday cake, ever!

my family don`t celebrate with cakes.

yeahh.

and well, the birthday cake song floated in the air.

in my heart its like "omgomgomgomg".

and so i blew my first ever birthday candles after making a wish.

so the climax came when i was about to cut the cake.

it was raining flour (in the end i got to know its actually Johnson`s Baby Powder).

i was stunned, yet again.

coated fully with blessings from only-God-knows-who showered this blessing from behind me.

and up to now i still dont know whose idea it is.

whoever it is, thanks alot for choosing powder.

if flour, i think more gone case cos i never brought any spare clothes.

i had not yet receive the photos but i will upload it once i got it.

oh by the way, i never managed to cut the cake.

haha.

thanks to all those who were there & made it happen!

i`m really filled up to the brim with euphoria.

(:

that night i received an awesome gift, from my laptop.

it crashes, freezes, auto shutdown - everythin you can ever imagine of a laptop breaking down.

i was freakin sad.

its not even a year old.

well its now sent to the service centre.

by next week should be okay already.

hmm.

next day - January 7

Siong came to school and handed to me a fishing rod & reel.

its my birthday gift!

ZOMG!

my heart skipped a beat, again.

a Shimano rod & reel.

i don`t really know who are the peeps behind this.

but whoever you all are, Thanks Soooooooooooo Much!

seriously i didnt expect anythin from you all.

damn, it must have cost a freakin price.

at that point of time, i was so happy that the problem with my laptop didnt bother me.

LOL! XD

here`s the pic of the Shimano Rod & Reel!

Sijin, my non-biological Adik (XD), called me to say she put something in my bag.

& asked me to check it once i get back to it.

cos i was away from my bag.

i didnt know what she was up to.

i smelled something fishy.

hahaha.

i went back to my bag & saw this envelope.

addressed to me from a bunch of people - the GOS.

OMG, the Gang of Six.

no, they aren`t loanshoarks.

no, inside is not a black mail.

inside is a birthday card.

XD

truthfully, my first EVER birthday card.

THANKS ALOT to the GOS.

thanks Liling.

thanks Ci Hui.

thanks Pei Shi.

thanks Yvette.

thanks Si Jin.

thanks Shu Min.

O.O

it felt like i just marked attendance. haha.

here`s the pic of the card!

i think people now think im some kid deprived of birthday thinggys.

many 'first times'.

haha.

oh btw, i dont think its right to still call me a kid. O.O

eh?

i felt that my 20th birthday is a great one.

so were the 17th, and 18th. (:

God Bless.

the end of the line...

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enough.
i`ve had enough.
why, you?
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HAPPY 2009 !

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Happy New Year!
It`s time, for one more, new beginning.
Cheers.
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black will paint over white,
& red will stain it.
` samarra .