NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

i'm falling in love!

thats it man!

history repeats itself!

oh mann..

what in the worlddd...

puppy love??

or wad..

its not that i'm phobia of love.

its just that i wish that when i fall in love wif the person, i want to marry her & hence make her my life-partner.

but then. if you look at this world now.

tell me how many ppl in relationship are faithful??

im sick of hearing ppl breakin up.

sometimes pity them too.

say its a part & parcel of life.

when u're in a relationship, (trust, understanding & love) is important.

important as in freaking damn important, dammit.

arrgghhh..

help me.

God, grant that i shall never seek so much to be consoled as to console, to be understood as to understand, or to be loved as to love with all my heart...WITH ALL MY HEART.

` inBlack&Red .

samarra

the end of 2nd Block! pheww..

here i am.
happy & free.
just finished the 2nd Block yesterday.
i mean the study system in my school.
so its like a month for each block.
and so the toughest one (modelmaking & 2dArtFun) finally ended yesterday.
damn im damn happy.
and so are my friends.
gotta say past 2 weeks only gotta sleep for less than 5 hours.
been stayin up late doin work.
INSOMNIA!
nola. hah.
so today & tmrw just wanna relaxx.
woohooo...

but then fcuk........

& nearly frgt.
been sayin lotssa this nice words during the past week in school.
haha.
stress la. many others did too.
so our class is always filled with nice, sweet vocabulary.

and so i was saying FCUK..............
next monday next block starts.

engineering drawing & design history & culture.
just hope this one is not that tough.
haha.
school is tough.
but i just really enjoyed it.
i mean its fun okae in design.
fun as in reallie freaking damn great.
haha. hell yeahh!
just love my friends.
now we're much more closer than before.
we've started seeing deeper emotions & behaviours & attitudes.
yeaa.
so i gotta say tt im nt that sad in realising the fact tt im the only malay guy in this year's batch.

and well.. i've started developing feelings.
feelings for this friend of mine.
she's someone different.
not many girls are like her.
she's not like the other girls. ('Not Like The Other Girls' - The Rasmus)
haha.
yeaa.
but i really dont wanna crash in now.
i just dont want to.
i dunwan to make the same mistake.
i just let things come by.
i dunwan to search.
haizz.
okae. blablabla.

black rose still in mind.

ritess so thats all about it.

i just wanna be happy.
make others happy.
and tts it.
world peace!
hah.

inBlack&Red
` samarra .