how do i cut the strings?
how free would i be?
Wednesday, November 30, 2016
Sunday, November 27, 2016
missed you even more...
dreams just have to feel so real it fuck you up real good when you wake up to reality.
Saturday, November 26, 2016
fade fade fade.
in the past when i lost a battle, there are still things to smile about.
today was different. i tried too hard and while its still a victory, there is nothing to look forward to.
today was different. i tried too hard and while its still a victory, there is nothing to look forward to.
Thursday, November 24, 2016
Tuesday, November 22, 2016
the wrong nerve.
a filling void that harvest the darkest thoughts ever.
contemplating many acts of disasters.
contemplating many acts of disasters.
Sunday, November 20, 2016
wait for the knock.
i still give a fuck.
people like me take the full brunt.
our heart is too kind so people trample on them.
our trust is given wholeheartedly so people abuse them.
right now i desire for nothing more than bad karma.
people like me take the full brunt.
our heart is too kind so people trample on them.
our trust is given wholeheartedly so people abuse them.
right now i desire for nothing more than bad karma.
Saturday, November 19, 2016
keep trying.
rainy nights did much worse to the already crushed heart.
i'll just keep drowning.
perhaps the truth is at the bottom.
Friday, November 18, 2016
Thursday, November 17, 2016
Wednesday, November 16, 2016
last christmas together.
remember how competitive you were in decorating your office 2 christmas ago?
we went crazy in folding papers for the christmas tree.
whose idea was it?
there was so much stress.
but we were together.
that was all that mattered.
that was all that mattered...
we went crazy in folding papers for the christmas tree.
whose idea was it?
there was so much stress.
but we were together.
that was all that mattered.
that was all that mattered...
Monday, November 14, 2016
burning bright.
this is how its like to be broken.
a pain as intense as love.
one cannot exist without the other.
a pain as intense as love.
one cannot exist without the other.
Saturday, November 12, 2016
sick.
this is the part you will force me to drink that nasty herbal tea.
and you will laugh at how i struggle.
and you will laugh at how i struggle.
Friday, November 11, 2016
Tuesday, November 08, 2016
Monday, November 07, 2016
all alone.
felt more alive.
closer to the madness.
had too much, nauseous.
verge of throwing up.
this is the part you should tell me:
boo, its enough. this is enough.
because you're my sanity.
but you're not here.
closer to the madness.
had too much, nauseous.
verge of throwing up.
this is the part you should tell me:
boo, its enough. this is enough.
because you're my sanity.
but you're not here.
the beautiful smile.
i miss how you sleep with your head on my thighs.
i'll be watching a chinese TV show all by myself.
but thats okay.
even if you were asleep, you were there.
i'll just have to wait for you to wake up with a smile.
i'll be watching a chinese TV show all by myself.
but thats okay.
even if you were asleep, you were there.
i'll just have to wait for you to wake up with a smile.
Saturday, November 05, 2016
wasting words.
all those written words.
strange, how people believe in love.
once gone, where do they go?
strange, how people believe in love.
once gone, where do they go?
Friday, November 04, 2016
just maybe.
perhaps if i exert myself and take in lots of physical damage, maybe, just maybe, i could temporarily lessen the pain in my heart.
Thursday, November 03, 2016
Wednesday, November 02, 2016
unlike the many.
there are those who sees the other side of things.
the darkness before the light.
they understand life more than others will.
because they give a shit about things that matters.
they don't just do things for themselves.
unlike the many.
Tuesday, November 01, 2016
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