where is the respect?

could not care less about the fucking money.
i'm disappointed in the communication you lacked.
i'm disappointed in people and their words.
i love people. this is heartbreaking...

human & their words.

two fucking Decembers, two fucking disappointment.

screaming infidelities.

i'm reading your notes over again.
"i love you always and forever".

i held to it. what does it bring me?

hallowed be thy name.

the more i think about it, the more ridiculous it sounds.
so much for the memories. akin to a murderer.

the shining darkness.

"One of the hardest things you will ever have to do is grieve the loss of a person who is still alive." - Unknown.

you, in my mind, stuck.

where is your heart?
how could you do this?
you completely erase me?
:'(

its justice.

its not revenge.
for as long as i live.

tell them.

tell everyone why you did it.
tell them HOW you did it.

i'll tell them how much my heart and soul break.
even till now, for i had loved you too much.

you.

remember the neoprints we took at cineleisure?
i still have them in my wallet.
its been with me since the day we printed it.
and i always look at them when we fought.
it reminds me to push away the sadness and keep what makes me happy - you.

dead anyway.

this is how humanity ends.
one more dollar, one less feeling.

true to the truth.

how much have i changed?
plenty.

my heart?
no.

dear agony.

how long does it take to kill?
feels like the poison only just seeped in.

dying in the inside everyday.

booey boooooooo...
i miss you :'(

and summer.

you'll always be my thunder,

a part of me died.

all those photos, so much memories, so many moments shared, and we are no longer part of it anymore :(

do you?

you still remember me?
or have you forgotten?

think about it.

the only way society move forward is by feeding on the good people.
the ones at the helm are the devils.

look in the mirror long enough.

does one becomes a hypocrite when at peace with two forces that are on opposing ends?

happy illusions.

"booey!"
i called you.
you looked back at me, smiling.
so mesmerising, so beautiful.
it was the sweetest dream ever.

still here, still waiting.

reaching a full round.
booey, my 2016 birthday celebration you promised isn't coming at all, or is it?
:(

it will be the deepest one yet.

the darkest of hearts are not those who begin with one, but rather those with a pure hearts stained by the actions of the wicked.

rotten inside.

the one who greeted was not one with warm smiles and gleaming eyes.
i saw it.

just like that.

people are designed so conveniently.