if it could kill, the better.

the most patient of people creates the most devastating damage.
and so are those who seems so innocent...

thats how maturity works.

even as your closest friend, if i know you are doing something that will hurt someone's feelings, i will stop you.

when you only think of yourself, you are one selfish thrash in society.

impure.

all the smiles hide the demonic smirks which only time will show.

+1 for family.

are you staying over at your parent's place?
did you and your dad meet up as often as we had when we were together.
hope he is doing well. your mum too.
it will be great if there are more chats between you two.
has it been this way?

piece o shit.

fucking broken inside.
don't know what now.

or implode.

walked by the paths we once frequent.
happiness, sadness, anger, disappointment...
yes, all those fucking emotions just rushed into my brain.
i wish they really could just explode.

judas kiss.

the black wind blew again,
pulled my heart into the abyss.
did my best to keep sane,
or perhaps for once give it a miss.

an unfinished life.

even upon death there is no rest,
the blood in your hands has long dried,
to you nothing but for me a test,
one where i lose my heart yet still have to fight.

no hiding.

we all should have the third eye to see souls.
souls within the bodies of the living.
so we can eradicate the unnecessary, the ungrateful and the unjust.

th sffrr & th wtnss.

don't know how to say it anymore.
the pain surfaces again.
now much more.
crushes every single moment.
cannot think straight.
nothing feels right.
it seems that path is here once more.

of many faces.

there will be a time when you want to remove your mask but you have worn it for so long that when you do so, your skin follows.

skeletons in the closet.

don't know why i open our text messages.
don't know what i am looking for.

finding comfort in the warm words,
or digging corpses in between cold lines.

you know nothing.

every night you are still the last person on my mind.

what do you know...

calling your name.

reaching for you from the endless dream.

afraid of the things i might do.

invincibility comes when the heart knows no fear and the mind is clear.

it also happens when you are feeling fucked up real bad and you're overiding every damn pain.

spotless mind.

maybe its better to have all memories wiped out.
wake up to know not even one ownself.

palpitations.

my body is crumbling.

invisible to all.

no matter how many times i shut my eyes, i see your face.
how much deception can you take?

not. one. bit.

just you and more of you.
time does not help at all.

blackhole, right from the beginning.

you know what?
today was my birthday.

what does it make?
an extended lie.

angel or devil?

the words you chose are what define you.
you got to decide who you are.
so, what are you?

do you still look up st the night sky?

time have seen all we have ever felt.
but for us, in our hearts.