Monday, April 21, 2008

If We Hold On Together :)

Listen to the music video above (next post).
& read the lyrics...
it brings back childhood memories...
:)


Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope & glory
Hold to the truth in your heart


If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying
Someone is praying
Please let us come home to stay

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I


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ohh my God!!!!
i dont know what is happening to me!!!!
damn this song is so sweet & touching.
i dont know what makes me listen to this.
fyi, its a damn old song.
but the lyrics are just meaningful.
nice melody.
zomg im so emotional.
dammit!!!!
but what the hell.
i love it, alright.

to all my friends out there!
this song is for you all!
:)))
love you people,
beautiful souls God have gave me the opportunity to meet in life.
may God bless you, always.

:)


anyway, this song is from the movie 'Land Before Time'. Disney.

Sunday, April 20, 2008

FUBAR !

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situation here going out of control !
waaa damn sucks laaa.
i shivered at the though of it.
and it still lingers.
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damn. it. !
FUBAR !!!
totally.
CODE RED!!! CODE RED!!!
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black will paint over white,
& red will stain it.
` samarra .

a hellot of tasks.

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so elective paperworks were sent thru email.
and i downloaded them to desktop.
and then.
and then.
and then i never open.
hahaha.
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shit laa. i must get back into schools mindset: discipline and all the shits.
okayy, i dont recall having much discipline since i entered poly.
i've been a wild freako-
okayy enough.
anyway i did open the files later on.
just skimmed thru. blabla.
anyway i'm picking up the Marketing For Designers (mekdes).
not pick ahh.. given. hah.
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and again my class for this module,
i'm the only malay.
zzz.
but no worries i can blend.
hah! gona spam all the chinese words i know.
spam? cheh. like as if i know alot.
but well, atleast the basics.
okayy full stop for schoolstuffs.
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next is the fishing organisation.
me & some friends setting it up.
website.
woohoo. damn we completed the basic steps alredy.
slowly advance. need to recru-
i mean psych-
okay. simply get more anglers out there to join us.
right. cant say much yet.
this just a trailer people!
hahahaha.
oh ya! any anglers reading this,
contact me! kkk. :)
okok. fullstop.
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haizz.
the last task.
not the least.
dammit.
like as if i gona write it up here.
but hell i need to rush this.
i NEED to make it a nice one.
okay. done.
basically i can just not put this up here.
zzz.
end.
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black will paint over white,
& red will stain it.
` samarra .

Thursday, April 17, 2008

silence, can you hear it ?

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as quietly as it starts,
it ends.
scarring a mark so deep.
like the love that breathes,
every day, every night.
refining the meaning to my life.
right into my soul,
into the abyss of the heart.

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for the second time,
the black rose born before my eyes.
i knew it`s birth is inevitable,
but the heart is just too unyielding,
lying to itself.
to continue believing that its just another lie.
but how long can it last?
for the truth has revealed itself.

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this silent murder,
such exruciating pain.
like cold ice plunging frost,
bit by bit into my soul.
freezing the heart.
isolating it from a feeling,
which brings warmth and happiness:
love, is dead.

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what will become of me?
when all the feelings i have for you,
just dissappear.
tis` not a regret.
for all that is of me,
is sincere and true.
because i truly love you.

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have you ever sacrificed your own happiness,
for someone you love so much?
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i did, with sincerity,

out of love.

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black will paint over white,
& red will stain it.
` samarra .

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

TEAR MY HEART OPEN !

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DON`T HOLD ME UP NOW !
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I CAN STAND MY OWN GROUND !
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I DON`T NEED YOUR HELP NOW !
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YOU WILL LET ME DOWN DOWN DOWN !
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i just wondered.
if pain is all you would offer me,
why the thought of you bring a smile to my face?
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black will paint over white,
& red will stain it.
` samarra .

drifting away .

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sick of the red colour changing to blue when i post here.
why like that ah?
anybody knows?
i will be greatful if anyone can help with it.
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okayy anway another illustration by me.
im freaking bored. thats why.
zzz. where's my life...

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you're just pouring salt into my open wound.
POUR MORE!!!!
let it end.
why would you care.
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gone.
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black will paint over white,
& red will stain it.
` samarra .

Monday, April 14, 2008

birth of another black rose .

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you have no idea what this means.
neither you have any idea how painful it is.
to witness another black rose born.
scar my heart, scar my soul.
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black will paint over white,
& red will stain it.
` samarra .

Sunday, April 13, 2008

paperHEART



one of those kinds of paper hearts.

was folded while thinkin` of you.

that night you`re there.

:PP

you don't know! wahaha.

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heck :(

i don`t want to ruin this friendship.

neither do i want to lose you.

but letting go is part & parcel of life...

:'(

black will paint over white,

& red will stain it.

` samarra .