you imbecile.

i could be fucking nasty.

but i chose not to.

because i will never stoop so low to your level.

never.

the ghost.

it followed me wherever i go.

it whispers nightmares.

toxic.

thanks L.

i could have pretty much died.

too many nights.

searching for answers.

i'm not the one who bury, only a blanket.

i try to not fall asleep, but if i do, i wish i do not wake up for it will be another episode of terrible things.

self rule.

i broke my first life's principle.

a sudden rush in my head.

fuck.

this morning was the toughest by far.

OAOA!

Dessert place playing Mayday!!!

physical damage.

got this momentary chest pains.
didn't know this is possible.
will my body shut down?

six degrees.

the only thoughts that could keep me sane are the same that are dragging me into insanity.