最重要的小事.

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so much misses.

this horrible feeling when i recall how we were together at this point of time and place.

false awakening.

sometimes i'm not sure if my eyes are open or closed.
i see the same thing - just blackness.

and then there are times i'm not sure if i am awake or dreaming.
everything feels real and i wonder which is more painful.

rough & tough.

i'm doing it alone.

dissolution.

let all these mirrors my torment.

you greyed it out.

i will do the best in the worst way possible.

familiar paths evoke.

i remember how you would lie on my lap and sleep.
oh how sweet you looked.
i would gaze at you from time to time and smile to myself.
feeling happy at how fortunate i was to have you.
do you remember?
because everytime you wake up, the light was too bright.
i would cup my hands on your eyes and you would smile.

fuckedup.

all the lights are out.

inside a place where even moonlight doesn't reach.

kill switch.

it kicks in and everything's a blur.
what difference does it make?
what am i suppose to feel now?

vision of selfish desires.

if you want to know who you are, you have to look at your real self and acknowledge what you see.