silhouettes.

i could not try.
i let it all play on me.
you are still in my heart.
:(

washed away.

madness taking control.

a black hole.

i miss the warmth of your love.
the stars are not shining anymore in my universe.
:(

bus rides.

i always liked how you would stand together with me even if there is still an empty seat.
we would only sit if there are seats for both of us.

toy.

you played with us.
& when you are done or found a better one,
you chuck us aside.

did you forget we have feelings?
perhaps you do not.
you only care about your own.

after all, humans are natural at being selfish.

now let the wind take my soul.

i sit here and wait.
not knowing what i am waiting for.
but it feels like the only thing i would do.

unbecoming.

do you know how empty and devastated i still am?
:'(

just as deep.

i wonder if you truly ever loved me at all.
or is it you just needed that companionship.

the sudden change begs for this one hell of a thought.
starting to lose sleep again.

the trade.

would you give up your happiness so others can be happy?
are you capable of such an exchange?

think... think... THINK!

dark corners.

all i see now are troubles.
no matter where the sun shines.
no matter the rainbows & butterflies.
i only see troubles.