dont. fucking. understand.

how we whispered "i love you" over the phone and asked each other to hang up first.
those moments never left.

its the same sweet voice that lied to me.

countless.

people will eventually fail on you.
its only a matter of time.
because nobody wants to lose out.
everyone wants to win.
go ahead and be selfish.

why why why???

insides breaking further apart.
depressing... depressing...

so tired.

i dont want to feel anything...
i dont want to feel anything at all.

losing gravity.

still could not find it.
the inner peace within myself.
its rage everyday.
its melancholic too.
the feelings inside is just like a drizzle at dusk.
there is this soft yet edgy overflow in the chamber of the heart.
say goodnight to get that temporary release.

feel like shit now.

these kind of nights...
they don't fail to remind me of our love...

point break.

it is not easy, and it does not seem to get any easier.
thank you for doing this to me.

dread.

went back to a place we once sat together, enjoying each other's company.
how could i lie that i did not think of you at all?
my heart and mind played tricks on me.
the present stood still and the past moments sweep by.

silhouettes.

tell me how do i close my eyes without having to see your face?

ravaged.

you really cut me off...
what did i ever do to you to receive this unforgiving situation?