how do i stand up to this?

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those words affect me. they are true.
but i really very much do not want to judge my friends that way.
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why does my heart, feel so bad...

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if everyday is like this then i`d prefer staying out .

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if there`s such a thing when you could give your life to revive a dead, i wont hesitate.
i`ll freaking remove myself & revive my grandfather.

so my mum would stop nagging at me.
& hopefully my grandfather could bring all of our families back together.
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that girl.

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recall-ed.

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i want to stay honest to how i feel now.
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my immortal .

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your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
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not easy, but not difficult either...

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it was never easy, never.
i did what i could to stay in line.

try putting yourself in the other`s person shoes
& feel what the person is feeling.

in anycase, i`m grateful, i appreciated.
considering whether i should tear down this place.
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another of my reality .

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too deep now to ever swim against the current.
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hi.

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suffering, isn`t a bad idea.
it peels my eyes.
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'it' looks like me.

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that ghost of me was standing outside my mum`s bedroom.
it didnt respond to my mum.

next time i`ll wash my face and feet first when i got home.
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