most comforting.

a really tough day.
if only you were still here.
how'd you say that everything's gonna be alright.
your smile makes all my worries perish.

companionship.

the people you laugh and had fun with may not be the people who would be by your side when you need them most.

when i still put eyeliner.

do you know i still have our neoprint photos from like 5 years ago?
it is still in my wallet. the wallets have changed but the photos always have a space in it.
:(

plenty of stops.

keep on walking.
as much as this leg can bring, this heart can carry, this mind can take.

how is the view?

you are blinded so tightly.

lie, to yourself.

if you want to know who you are, you have to look at your real self and acknowledge what you see.

my early January.

still fucking waiting.
wait until i die.

diagnosis.

pretty much dead already.
ceased to exist.

nothing. at. all.

big freeze.

it is coming.

zeitgeist.

when we are given more than enough, we want more.
this growing insatiable hunger turns us into selfish and arrogant monsters.
we look at things as the way they are without seeing from a different point of view.
demands it to be the way we like it or if not, we get people to despise it too.
everything is about us, like we are the only important thing in this world.
this twisted society now will only plant more seeds of tunnel vision.
regardless of how happiness triumph, sorrow will always have a bite at your soul.