Saturday, October 06, 2007

ROT AT HOME

here i am.
declaring myself bored.
BORED!
great man.
im still feeling damn freaking sad to the damn core of my heart.
yestd discovery was the worst.
not the worst, i mean the saddest.
i dunno how to say man.
so i better dont say.
school is alredy getting tough.
the future still uncertain.
and then this painful discovery.
fcuk man.
FCUK!
my life is now far beyond damaged.
its RAVAGED!
dont try to understand me.
NEVER TRY!
i cant control myself man yestd.
freaking bull.shit.
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i want to thank SEEBONG & TIBET for calming me down.
im greatful i have u guys around man.
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i dunno why i cared so much!
MAYBE I CARED TOO MUCH!!!
cared too much for the 2 girls whom i know dont give fcukcare about me.
why i care for them?
its not that i WANT them.
i just dont want them to fall to the wrong side in society.
life's just too great man.
TOO GREAT!
what's my next move?
only GOD knows..
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inBlack&Red,
` samarra .

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