for every tear you shed , an angel will fall from heaven

Just like the night.
The same feeling all over.
Emptiness, void.
Falling deeper in my heart.
Confused as always.
To yet understand myself.
Of what i seek.
The meaning.
The truth.
The true meaning to my life.

This concealment.
Is just as strong as before.
True to the heart.
No doubts, no lies.
Pure love.
Enshrouded in this familiarity.
Not seen, but felt.
Quiet and silent.
No one ever knows.
But the hearts smile.

Somehow in some ways.
It brought warmth.
Accompanied by hope.
Breaking this cold spell.
At once breaking me free.
I am blessed by your existence.
Now, its you who cry.
So stand beside me.
I’ll go through life with you.
You shan’t shed tears like before.



black will stain over white,
& red will stain it.

` samarra .

sometimes, it just blossoms unnoticed

P1 is over!
finally, the tough days are over.
the immense stress is gone.
freedom is here.
however all will be just temporary.
so by that, just be crazy, be happy, 'let your hair down'...
live life to the fullest..
and..


and and..




and love like you'll never get hurt.



sometimes, some things you don't have to say it out.
weird as it may seems.
but it speaks through the heart.

for everything comes from the heart. :)



all that i want to see is that happiness is always there.
the bliss. the euphoria.
the feeling that makes you feel like flying without wings.

simply, its about the smile on the face.



smile,
not b'cos life is full of reasons to smile.
but smile, b'cos..

..your smile is a reason for others to smile.



keep faith, have hope.
thats what i believe.
and thats what i will strive for.

and thats what i always say.




i will follow you into the dark.
and make sure you'll find the light!

i will brave with you through the storm.
until the rainbow shines before you!

i will be there by your side.
to make sure you'd make it through.



all this. simply because i love you.
for who you are. &
for how beautiful you've help me in blossoming this friendship.
something so beautiful. something so heartwarming.

something i've never experienced in this particular way.



you touched my life.
and so it'll always be remembered,
in my heart.

in my heart, always. all ways.


takecare. :)
God bless you.



black will paint over white,
and red will stain it.

` samarra .

i just want to know that you want to know

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this is by far the worst feeling i can ever get into.

and

this is by far the most wonderful feeling i`ve ever felt.

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inBlack&Red

` samarra .

Westlife - Flying Without Wings [Official video]

"Flying Without Wings"

[Shane:]
Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

[Mark:]
Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So, impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cos who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

[Shane:]
Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place

[Mark:]
It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cos you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

[Shane:]
And you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends

[Mark:]
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings

Breaking Benjamin - Breath OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO

"Breath"

I see nothing in your eyes, and the more I see the less I like.

Is it over yet, in my head?

I know nothing of your kind, and I won't reveal your evil mind.

Is it over yet? I can't win.

So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left.
I know that I can find the fire in your eyes.
I'm going all the way, get away, please.

[Chorus:]
You take the breath right out of me.
You left a hole where my heart should be.
You got to fight just to make it through,
'cause I will be the death of you.

This will be all over soon.
Pour salt into the open wound.

Is it over yet? Let me in.

So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left.
I know that I can find the fire in your eyes.
I'm going all the way, get away, please.

[Chorus:]
You take the breath right out of me.
You left a hole where my heart should be.
You got to fight just to make it through,
'cause I will be the death of you.

[Bridge]
I'm waiting, I'm praying, realize, start hating.

[Chorus:]
You take the breath right out of me.
You left a hole where my heart should be.
You got to fight just to make it through,
'cause I will be the death of you.

tears to roses

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NO

you`ll never be alone

when darkness comes i`ll light the night with stars

hear the whispers in the dark

NO

you`ll never be alone

when darkness comes you know i`m never far

hear the whispers in the dark

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an excerpt from Skillet's Whispers In The Dark lyrics.

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inBlack&Red

` samarra .

the TIME that still REMAINS, i`ll use to REDEFINE me

for you i shall say not
i am to deny this feeling.
it is totally killing me,
from the inside, out.

i am afraid,
that i`d do more harm than good.
but i still don't know why.
i`ve the feeling that its stupid.

i`m freaking confused!
damn i don`t know why this must be happening now.
i really can`t deter it.
neither can i fully accept it.

should i deny or should i not?!
because 'time' is short.
and i may end up, messing another's life.
i may end up, scarring again my own heart.

to the one, if i could say this, i would.
i want to tell you that you had touched my life for only a while.
but you're the type of girl my heart yearns for.
however i know that i`m not prepared.
and that in this case, it`s also impossible.
yet i want to tell you how deep my affections are for you.
however i still see that friendship is still something more precious.
for love is blind, but friendship closes eyes.

the bond you shared with us is one where trust can be put on the line.
know that your presence always fill up my lungs with oxygen.
so if you leave, i will have to struggle on.
yet still, i have to witness the 2nd black rose born in my life.
to let go of a beautiful start.
a beautiful friendship that has just begun to blossom.
so many wonderful moments yet to happen.
so many things to discover together.

yet again, it is not us who decide the path in your life.
friends part ways, yes.
friends come & go, yes.
true friends are just the same, except for the fact,
that they leave beautiful memories behind for us to embrace.
for us to remember.
the days we had together. the moments we shared. happiness & sorrow.
i will miss this all.
i will miss you.
we will miss you.

i can`t say, "please stayy.."
i can`t say, "don`t leave.."
all i can say is not goodbye.
what i can say is that i hope we'll meet in the future.
i hope we will.
may God protect you & bless you :)

i shall never seek so much
to be consoled as to console,
to be understood as to understand,
or to be loved as to love with all my heart...
WITH ALL MY HEART.

inBlack&Red
inSoul&Heart
` samarra .

erm..

there's something i want to say,

that is i have feelings for you

but i wonder if i should.

tell you that or just deny that feeling

its hard to find a way,

though we're close most of the times

but i know that i would.

at least tell you that i'm crushing on you

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you asked,

and i lied that i've nothing to say.