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But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you

Over again

Don’t make me change my mind

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Or I won’t live to see another day

I swear its true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You’re impossible to find

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black will paint over white

& red will stain it.

` samarra .

:)

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Everything had started out as black and white.
Somewhere down the road, the line went blurry, the colors started to run, got smudged and gray.
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"I had been honest with myself.

To trust myself that what i`m feeling is true.

& at the very possible, to not hurt those around me."

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The past is a puzzle, like a broken mirror.
As you piece it together, you cut yourself, your image keeps shifting.
And you change with it.
It could destroy you, drive you mad.
It could set you free.
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"I never really felt it`s true tranquility.

Not without me lying to myself that i did.

My heart felt the pinch the lie it made to itself."

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All this time we got the fable of Sleeping Beauty wrong.
The prince didn't kiss her to wake her up.
No one who slept for a hundred years is likely to wake up.
It was the other way round.
He kisses her to wake himself up from the nightmare that has brought him there.
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"If it hadn`t be for the first, i would have already engaged on the second.

Made a mess out of my life, unknowingly the same for the other.

And cried at the end when all just disappear, to not even leave a trace that it had ever even existed in the first place."

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You can't run from your past.
You'll end up running in circles.
Until you fall back down to the same hole you were trying to escape from, only the hole's grown deeper.
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"No matter how hard, i will always surpass my melancholic emotion.

I have no time to let such unecessary thoughts manipulate me.

And so, that was what i thought."

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you can CLOSE your eyes from the things you don`t want to see.
BUT you can`t close your heart on things you don`t want to feel!
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*words in grey are quotes excerpted from the game Max Payne 2.

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black will paint over white
& red will stain it.
` samarra .

random quiz

Pass this Quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you. Just play only! NO harm! hahaa.. XD


1) Shamir
2) Regu
3) Ivy
4) Kai Siong
5) Sijin
6) Weizhen
7) Ariff
8) T. Teo
9) Firdaus
10) Cheryl Hee Hee


*Who is no.6 having relationship with?- dont know.

*Is no.9 a male or female? - Male.

* If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?- Lol! Dont know each
other.

* What is no.2 studying about?- some Aerospace Engineering.

* When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?- Just.

* What kind of music band does no.8 like? - Jap songs esp techno.

* Does no.1 have any siblings?- yeah, 2. same as me. haha XD

* Will you woo no.3?- haha. no. but i love her for she is my true friend!

* How about no.7?- i`m straight!

* Is no.4 single?- yeah.

* What is the surname of no.5? - Ong.

* What 's the hobby of no.4?- viwawa. HAHA!

* Does no.5 and 9 get along well?- they don't know each other.

* Where is no.2 studying at?- Ngee Ann Poly.

* Talk something casually about no.1:- my 'brother'. a man of his word. yeah.

* Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?- FTW!

* Where does no.9 live at?- Tamp Pines.

* What colour does no.4 like?- o.O dont know. some gay colour i suppose?
HAHAHA XD

* Are no.5 and 1 best friends?- they dont know each other.

* Does no.7 like no.2?- both are pure genuine males.

* How do you get to know no.2?- reccess time soccer he push me and i got a

permanent scar on elbow.

* Does no.1 have any pets?- yeah! the 2 cutey kittens! ZOMG.

* Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?-LOLS!

Rossa - Ayat-Ayat Cinta (Love Verses) - english subbed

i`m so digging into malay pop songs.
well only these kinds of song.
:)
LOVIN` IT, HARDCORE!

for better quality, go here:
(however there's no sub)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NzKbG0Ny9CE

Biarlah Rahsia - "Let It Be A Secret

its a very beautiful song.
sadly i can`t find english translation to the lyrics.
anyway, just watch. the melody is very soothing.

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Pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika
Berada di tempatku
Membayangkan pahit manis berlalu
Entah siapa yang tahu

Mungkin nanti kau jua merasakan
Berdepan dengan kata menyesakkan
Takkan tugumu kebal
Tiada pertimbangan

(Korus)
Keheningan malam membangunkan
Kepayahan jiwa meluahkan
Andai kau jujur memahami
Tiadaku menjauhi

Dan kisahku yang masih panjang
Menambahkan berat yang memandang
Lantas ku pendam
Ku putuskan biarlah rahsia

(Bridge)
Semakin aku hidup dalam cinta
Tiada kuasa mampu menghalangnya
Hentikan kata-kata
Bertulangkan dusta

(Ulang korus)

Pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika
Berada di tempatku

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Have you dream of a moment,
Being in MY position...

Moulin Rouge - Come What May (Remix)

i just love this song to bits!
XD

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"Dear Die-ary,: There's nothing terribley wrong with feeling lost, so long as that feeling precedes some plan on your part to actually do something about it.
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Too often a person grows complacent with their disillusionment, perpetually wearing their 'discomfort' like a favorite shirt.
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I can't say I'm very pleased with where my life is just now... but I can't help but look forward to where it's going."
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excerpted from a quote from JTHM - Johnny The Homicidal Maniac.

HAPPYNESS =)

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FIND SOMEONE THAT CAN MAKE YOU SMILE.
& DON`T GIVE UP ON THEM.


samarra loves his friiends very much!
he`s a HEART RIPPAR!
hehe. XD

300 - Escape by Craig Armstrong

damn great music filled with emotions,
fused with an epic movie.

love it!

COMPASSION

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dear friend,

this is what i have came to.

as far as i have learned myself to be.

thanks for your care & concern.

memories of you, will never be erased.

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this is not a dream that i`m living.

i want to believe all of us have a heart for one another.

i have opened my heart to help another.

pain sure is inevitable, but so does happiness.

open our hearts.

if pain is what we fear, are we worth being loved, or able to love?

friends don`t abandon each other to save themselves.

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"Our hearts are not only for ourselves, but for others too." - Muhammad Samir

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black will paint over white,

& red will stain it.

` samarra .

love, under a different light.

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If I were the rain...

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That binds together the earth & the sky,

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Who in all eternity will never mingle...

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Would I be able to bind the hearts of people together?

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excerpted from Bleach.

Orihime>Ichigo

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black will paint over white,

& red will stain it.

` samarra .