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Everything had started out as black and white.
Somewhere down the road, the line went blurry, the colors started to run, got smudged and gray.
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"I had been honest with myself.

To trust myself that what i`m feeling is true.

& at the very possible, to not hurt those around me."

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The past is a puzzle, like a broken mirror.
As you piece it together, you cut yourself, your image keeps shifting.
And you change with it.
It could destroy you, drive you mad.
It could set you free.
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"I never really felt it`s true tranquility.

Not without me lying to myself that i did.

My heart felt the pinch the lie it made to itself."

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All this time we got the fable of Sleeping Beauty wrong.
The prince didn't kiss her to wake her up.
No one who slept for a hundred years is likely to wake up.
It was the other way round.
He kisses her to wake himself up from the nightmare that has brought him there.
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"If it hadn`t be for the first, i would have already engaged on the second.

Made a mess out of my life, unknowingly the same for the other.

And cried at the end when all just disappear, to not even leave a trace that it had ever even existed in the first place."

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You can't run from your past.
You'll end up running in circles.
Until you fall back down to the same hole you were trying to escape from, only the hole's grown deeper.
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"No matter how hard, i will always surpass my melancholic emotion.

I have no time to let such unecessary thoughts manipulate me.

And so, that was what i thought."

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you can CLOSE your eyes from the things you don`t want to see.
BUT you can`t close your heart on things you don`t want to feel!
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*words in grey are quotes excerpted from the game Max Payne 2.

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black will paint over white
& red will stain it.
` samarra .