YOWZA!

okay basically im damn tired right now.
came back from work.
didnt tell you all ah that im working at IT show.
the one at Suntec Convention.
hahaha..
working as flyers distributor.
O.o

its okayy laa just that its mundane.
but well if you have friends around, still okay.
hahaaa.
spamming papers everywhere.
today more fun.
cos alot and alot and alot of people.
saturday mah..
summore tmrw last day.
GG.
confirm HELL LOT of beings walking around.
damn packed laa...
no point trying to control the crowd.

tired siaa.. standing for arnd 11 hours.
habis..
arms aching, leg... leg nthg laa.
fun laa the work.
manage to see alot of people.
i mean not people that i know.
just that you can see the different kinds of people in Singapore.
HAHAHA!
you dont know how observant i can be.

ohh and you know about beauty as in skin deep?
yaa i just saw one girl 'living' by that phrase.
i mean she's another flyer distributor also laa.
beautiful ahh.. but then abit wasted... attitude habis.
:X haahaaa..
sorie arh but i dont usually say these kinda things.
but arhh like too extreme then too bad laa yaa.
(:

zzz..
i not sleepy.
but i MUST rest.
i tink cos of the red bull i just dranked.
thank you laa.. now i cant sleep.
wahahaa..
o ya anyway arhh.. i post this entry ahh cos this 'Stingray' keep pestering me.
i dont want her to keep pestering since 15-25 years is 'Stingray's' lifespan.
later she got no opportunity to read my post!
WAHAHAA!!!
HABISSSS!!!!

what else to say ahh?
oh yaa.. i miss my other friends!!!
and yu feng they all.. who contributed to help the working ppl do their stand.
thanks a million we shall belanja you makan.
next week i start fasting so too bad you all wait after 7pm we all eat together.
kkk (:

hmm..
bought WD 320gb hardisk.
gona backup my whole junks in lappy to that.
bought a cooler pad too.
hopefully it works.
cos my lappy can go damn hot laa..
esp wen using alias, rhino, etc.
dubaism.

today went makan at makansutra before heading home.
cos we wanna avoid the heavy human traffic.
saturday night leii.. you all should know one.. hahaa.. XD
siong and i makan this mee goreng.
GG... 6 bucks seyy!!!
but okay laa.. quite alot of thinggy inside.
summore fulfilling laa.. i tink worth it bah.
for us once a while okay la yaa..

well well...
nothing much to talk now..
heh..
i think i shall sleep.
wahahaa...
tmrw last day work!!!
last day of IT show at Suntec Convention!!!
so ppl! those who haven come down, COME DOWN TODAY!!!
o yaa.. today.. its already Sunday..
dunno y i keep mentioning tmrw tmrw.
hahaa.. XD

yay! i talked alot of happy things today.
wahahahaaa.. XD

BYE DUBAI-ians!

the black, and red.

i know my limits.
you don`t have to tell me that.
i know its a question of care and concern.
and i sincerely thank you for it.

but i can take care of myself.
i will.. heh.

cheris, hope you read this ^^
i am not an ego type of person.
i helped you to cut the workpiece because i had told you that i will.
when i say i will do it, i will do it.
its not about ego.

its because i dont go back on my words.
i dont give false hopes.
i fulfil what i state.
and im fully aware of the cons when i give my word.
(:


a few more words to some people:

syarul, i am truly sorry to have forgotten to bring your torch stand.
i really really really feel very very very bad. thanks for understanding.
and thanks for everything!

sam, thanks for assisting in spraying and assembling.
its good to have you up through the night.

kai siong & wei zhen, sorry to give inaccurate information. i was under frustration.

sijin, thanks for lending me your cam to take photo of my torch and transfer it to lappy.

adeline, thanks to help me create a fast stand for my torch.

tzu hui, i dont think you are aware, but i used your stand to take photo of my torch. thanks!

cheryl, thanks for the emotional support. but let me say this again, i`m not sad for me! (:

keli, thanks for the words of comfort you sent me, its helpful.

ivy, thanks for the comfort too! one of the true ones i can lean on to. (:

and to all PID-ians who have came together to brave through this storm,
to help each other when need be, may God bless you all.



yeah! thats that!
thats all for now.

takecare all. (:



black will paint over white,
& red will stain it.
` samarra .

the tears wasn`t for me.
i can`t help not to think about it.
i`m really sorry!
:'(

take it as what`s done is done.
and so we`ll wait for the rainbow.
take care, all.
(:



"A murd'rous guilt shows not itself more soon.
Than love that would seem hid : love's night is noon."

- shakespeare`s 12th night.

i love you, mum.

this vicious cycle of life is straining the relationship of a son & his mum.
the son hardly had time for his family, especially for her.
for he had drowned in the fiendish current of the vast teenage life.
school work killed him right from the start but even so he persevered through it.
emotional problems were kept deep in the heart for he had not wanted to burden anyone.
nonetheless it is not a bother to him for he had his mum.

if anyone else could not save him from his misery, his mum will.
the mum is always there to help him through to ease his burden.
as a son, he appreciated & thanked the mum for her guidance & motivation.
and lately, the bond between the two is damaged with high tension.
schoolwork is piling up & he had no choice but to complete them.
he wants to study hard & get good grades.

to achieve the best & prove to his mum that her effort in nurturing him is not wasted.
but the mum don`t understand this.
she wondered why the son is always engulfed with work.
she was worried for he never had proper rest & dislike him staying up late.
the son sees his mum`s concern but he had no choice.

every night, he will be doing work.
there will be nights when the mum will force the son to go to sleep.
but the son will always insist on finishing his school work.
because that is his way to get to the next level of education.
because that is his way to repay his mum`s love.

the son gets frustrated & the mum gets confused.
he was on tears to think of what is happening to his life.
wishing everything to be back to normal, hoping this life will get better.





"i love you, MUM."





black will paint over white,
& red will stain it.
` samarra .

Evanescence - My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me


I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You ♥

SWEEEEEEEET SONG!

(:


The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
It couldn't be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core..

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear its true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you that I would never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible to find

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep

And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

touching story!!! Christian the Lion - the full story (in HQ)

shaun linked me this.
touching story!
watch it will you?


Love Knows No Limits

True Friendship Lasts A Lifetime

Revelation

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so what

if you can see

the DARK side of me?



help me believe this is not the real me.


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black will paint over white,
& red will stain it.
` samarra .

L O V E

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loveLOVEloveLOVEloveLOVEloveLOVEloveLOVElove

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i`m freaking drowning in love.

honestly, i wish i had not.

though a crush is just a crush.

affection will develop.

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i must be sick!

asking for disaster.

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what happen if you have a dark side,

one which cannot be vanquished.

and the only thing you can do,

is to tame it.

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what are my options?

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loveLOVEloveLOVEloveLOVEloveLOVEloveLOVElove

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black will paint over white,

& red will stain it.

` samarra .