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We are all one great band of brothers
And one day you'll see we can live together
When all the world is free
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Friday, September 25, 2009
whats the world coming to ?
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my company should just aim to be a sicksexfreak organisation.
fucking dirty.
next time why not just fucking start prostitution in there also?
cant believe we`re working WITH such situation.
my company should just aim to be a sicksexfreak organisation.
fucking dirty.
next time why not just fucking start prostitution in there also?
cant believe we`re working WITH such situation.
papercut.
i gonna have my dinner, now.
i gonna have my dinner, now.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
"wait! what were you saying? freelance?"
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feeling the sickness right now.
cannot wait for this mess to be over.
freelance? forget it.
anythin under that company, I AINT WORKING!
the more time spent there,
the more curses spouted...
the more sins commited...
the more degraded our minds are...
we almost witnessed everyone's dark side.
and so,
karma gonna knock on their door soon.
open up, dont be a coward.
16th October, we`re coming.
the fishes miss me!
feeling the sickness right now.
cannot wait for this mess to be over.
freelance? forget it.
anythin under that company, I AINT WORKING!
the more time spent there,
the more curses spouted...
the more sins commited...
the more degraded our minds are...
we almost witnessed everyone's dark side.
and so,
karma gonna knock on their door soon.
open up, dont be a coward.
16th October, we`re coming.
the fishes miss me!
or should i say... my hooks miss them.
(:
(:
Monday, September 21, 2009
TELETUBBIES IN L4D !
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see the innocent looking childhood Teletubbies as subs for zombies in L4D.
damn cute!
LALAA! LALAA!
hahaha.
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see the innocent looking childhood Teletubbies as subs for zombies in L4D.
damn cute!
LALAA! LALAA!
hahaha.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Saturday, September 19, 2009
the last day of Ramadhan .
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glory!
tomorrow is Hari Raya !
house spring cleaning is quite there.
the food... mum cooking now.
i guess everythin should be settled by night.
HAAAAAAPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
(:
~
its raining.
like from early morning.
nice day. cooling.
hope it stretches till night.
but not tmrw pls!
haha.
i have not showered. great.
mum gonna siren if she knows.
ack.
going out later.
~
1 more month till no more looking at my bosses face.
sick of them.
i still dont like the fact, 2 of my friends cannot have their portfolio on the project
which they have been doing for quite some time.
because the damn project wont finish even when the end of our internship!
in other words, they must still do work after end of internship if they want the portfolio.
if not, then they can't have any!
whatthehellisthat?!?!
just like scam.
i hate that.
Samir truly hates that.
and im assigned a task yesterday.
together with a friend.
and we`re suppose to do finish by next week.
tuesday we`re suppose to show something.
thing is, its no easy task!
ftw.
HARI RAYA you DUMBASS!
public holiday!
get that in your brain!
ouhh!
forgive me.
you dont have any. XD
heh.
well obviously, they realised internship is ending.
means no more workers.
BECAUSE we are the only ONES assisting with their job.
tsk tsk.
pathetic, ya? ^^
thats why they rushing us with all their projects.
they are so afraid they cannot complete it. oooo wwweeeee~
haii~
I guess i have sinned in this fasting month.
like seriously.
oh why why why why why why why why ... ... ... ... ...
:(
~
okay i shall get going now.
glory!
tomorrow is Hari Raya !
house spring cleaning is quite there.
the food... mum cooking now.
i guess everythin should be settled by night.
HAAAAAAPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
(:
~
its raining.
like from early morning.
nice day. cooling.
hope it stretches till night.
but not tmrw pls!
haha.
i have not showered. great.
mum gonna siren if she knows.
ack.
going out later.
~
1 more month till no more looking at my bosses face.
sick of them.
i still dont like the fact, 2 of my friends cannot have their portfolio on the project
which they have been doing for quite some time.
because the damn project wont finish even when the end of our internship!
in other words, they must still do work after end of internship if they want the portfolio.
if not, then they can't have any!
whatthehellisthat?!?!
just like scam.
i hate that.
Samir truly hates that.
and im assigned a task yesterday.
together with a friend.
and we`re suppose to do finish by next week.
tuesday we`re suppose to show something.
thing is, its no easy task!
ftw.
HARI RAYA you DUMBASS!
public holiday!
get that in your brain!
ouhh!
forgive me.
you dont have any. XD
heh.
well obviously, they realised internship is ending.
means no more workers.
BECAUSE we are the only ONES assisting with their job.
tsk tsk.
pathetic, ya? ^^
thats why they rushing us with all their projects.
they are so afraid they cannot complete it. oooo wwweeeee~
haii~
I guess i have sinned in this fasting month.
like seriously.
oh why why why why why why why why ... ... ... ... ...
:(
~
okay i shall get going now.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Monday, September 07, 2009
thoughts, after some really long time .
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humans have eyes to see.
but we fail to see the truth.
we close one eye on the wrongdoings.
we desire to see only the nicest of things.
we only wish to see what is pleasant to us,
or what we believe is true.
why can`t we open our eyes to the real world?
why can`t we see the real struggle of life?
some people just think highly of themselves.
they only wish to see good things in themselves.
selfish, and ignorant.
why not see through eyes of other people?
people in pain, poverty, struggle...
or simply, your own classmate whom you regard as a weirdo.
have you ever seen through his eyes and see what he has gone through, or is going through?
just assuming he is weird and neglecting his existence.
what is that?
that, is human nature for some of us who just fail to see things as a whole. - its a painful reality.
what are our hearts for?
is it so that hard to learn to love?
is it so that hard to accept another who is different from you?
when i was a little kid.
i watched rather alot of documentary shows on TV. (but im not deprived of cartoons mind you.)
at such tender age, as i watch those people in need, my heart aches, honestly.
the filming of children in near-dying conditions caught the most of my attention.
i even remembered one of my super marvellous kid`s dream of building a long water pipe into the country experiencing drought.
it was a really ridiculous thought though.
i wanted to join MercyRelief or such organisation which offers humanitarian aid.
but i dont seem to have time to engage in such activities.
quite sad actually.
its like one of my dream.
perhaps one day i would be able to fulfill it.
God`s will.
of course, start small.
being caring to the people around you is a start.
it is always better to give than to receive.
understanding people, listening to their hearts.
lending a helping hand, sharing bittersweet.
im not really a wonderful person.
im not really that great.
im just another human being.
i have negative feelings too.
always learning to supress them.
im just someone who doesnt want to see others in pain.
`cause it would hurt me, if i know & dont do anything about it.
sometimes when i care for a person too much,
and it just hurts me more,
i had thoughts of "why do i have feelings & emotions? it hurts."
i feel like numbing my feelings.
but to think again.
that would make me heartless since i wish not to feel.
humans, HAVE hearts, and DO care. (thats what i wish, and hope is true.)
some are just too proud to let it show.
love exists, in many different ways.
we just have to open our heart and feel its existence. (:
"you can close your eyes from the things you don`t want to see,
but you can`t close your heart from the things you don`t want to feel."
***
honestly, this is what happens when i sit down and stare blank.
didnt know i can scratch out this long post `cause i`m tired and sleepy.
oh well.
(:
-but we fail to see the truth.
we close one eye on the wrongdoings.
we desire to see only the nicest of things.
we only wish to see what is pleasant to us,
or what we believe is true.
why can`t we open our eyes to the real world?
why can`t we see the real struggle of life?
some people just think highly of themselves.
they only wish to see good things in themselves.
selfish, and ignorant.
why not see through eyes of other people?
people in pain, poverty, struggle...
or simply, your own classmate whom you regard as a weirdo.
have you ever seen through his eyes and see what he has gone through, or is going through?
just assuming he is weird and neglecting his existence.
what is that?
that, is human nature for some of us who just fail to see things as a whole. - its a painful reality.
what are our hearts for?
is it so that hard to learn to love?
is it so that hard to accept another who is different from you?
when i was a little kid.
i watched rather alot of documentary shows on TV. (but im not deprived of cartoons mind you.)
at such tender age, as i watch those people in need, my heart aches, honestly.
the filming of children in near-dying conditions caught the most of my attention.
i even remembered one of my super marvellous kid`s dream of building a long water pipe into the country experiencing drought.
it was a really ridiculous thought though.
i wanted to join MercyRelief or such organisation which offers humanitarian aid.
but i dont seem to have time to engage in such activities.
quite sad actually.
its like one of my dream.
perhaps one day i would be able to fulfill it.
God`s will.
of course, start small.
being caring to the people around you is a start.
it is always better to give than to receive.
understanding people, listening to their hearts.
lending a helping hand, sharing bittersweet.
im not really a wonderful person.
im not really that great.
im just another human being.
i have negative feelings too.
always learning to supress them.
im just someone who doesnt want to see others in pain.
`cause it would hurt me, if i know & dont do anything about it.
sometimes when i care for a person too much,
and it just hurts me more,
i had thoughts of "why do i have feelings & emotions? it hurts."
i feel like numbing my feelings.
but to think again.
that would make me heartless since i wish not to feel.
humans, HAVE hearts, and DO care. (thats what i wish, and hope is true.)
some are just too proud to let it show.
love exists, in many different ways.
we just have to open our heart and feel its existence. (:
"you can close your eyes from the things you don`t want to see,
but you can`t close your heart from the things you don`t want to feel."
***
honestly, this is what happens when i sit down and stare blank.
didnt know i can scratch out this long post `cause i`m tired and sleepy.
oh well.
(:
Saturday, September 05, 2009
when you cannot bring your enemy down, make things hard for him .
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i am definitely, experiencing weight loss.
not that drastic though.
it wasnt like this last Ramadhan.
thanks to my freaking foss.
break fast barely eat anythin.
got home, just some side dish or snacks or whatsoever.
i know im skinny in the first place.
its not that i wanted it.
just high metabolism.
crap.
work is okay considering i. dont. have. to. do. last. minute. work . again.
yesterday`s the worst. left at 10 plus.
THANKS TO YOUR NICE EDITING HERE THERE EVERYWHERE
and you go off.
go drink, get drunk, go dead.
that whole damn place should just go down.
freaking sinful place.
one sicko.
one naggo.
okay. im fasting.
haii.
we took cab home ystd.
zzz.
free labour USED for generating their money.
if you atleast care about our welfare, than its okay.
this, isnt.
eff off.
whats wrong with these people.
Samir wants to leave this 'world' behind.
it was that feeling again.
that contemplation.
that hesitation.
get away, please.
i am definitely, experiencing weight loss.
not that drastic though.
it wasnt like this last Ramadhan.
thanks to my freaking foss.
break fast barely eat anythin.
got home, just some side dish or snacks or whatsoever.
i know im skinny in the first place.
its not that i wanted it.
just high metabolism.
crap.
work is okay considering i. dont. have. to. do. last. minute. work . again.
yesterday`s the worst. left at 10 plus.
THANKS TO YOUR NICE EDITING HERE THERE EVERYWHERE
and you go off.
go drink, get drunk, go dead.
that whole damn place should just go down.
freaking sinful place.
one sicko.
one naggo.
okay. im fasting.
haii.
we took cab home ystd.
zzz.
free labour USED for generating their money.
if you atleast care about our welfare, than its okay.
this, isnt.
eff off.
whats wrong with these people.
Samir wants to leave this 'world' behind.
it was that feeling again.
that contemplation.
that hesitation.
get away, please.
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