still not yawning .

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been dead bored these days. been helping sis with her school project on Racial Harmony.
yeah i eventually got myself into the library to go and borrow books. that, is unlike me.
i don`t really read non-fiction books, whats more with history.
and i borrowed this book "Nadra Tragedy" and only read 2 pages so far since last 3-4 days?
whats more saddening is those 2 pages are just names of people that`ll be mentioned in the book.
=.="

its not hard to read a book for me. its just that the starting is always difficult but once indulged,
then there goes. i`ll read and read until finish.
still remember that time i read "Harry Potter & The Order of The Phoenix".
766 pages. done in 2 days. okay well... fiction mah. haha.
not to mention i was kinda Harry Potter fan. O.O
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the weather has not been going easy on dear Earth. or maybe more specifically, Singapore.
those rainy days seems to be over. i miss them.
i remember that time it rained heavily. me & cousin ran out to bustop with our company's cardboard. =D rainy days no more. sad.
now sometimes i wont be wearing a shirt at home. freaaaaaaking waaarm!
LOL. now that i remember, the living room's wall fan kinda dismantled itself early morning.
best part, it was still spinning when it reverse engineered. haha.
i didnt bother checking out cos was dead tired.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yes, i miss school life.
humans can never be grateful with what they have.
see when we`re in school, we wanna get out. now that we`re out, we wanna go back in.
okay thats me. i know some would say the same, some won`t.
working life & school life. which is better?
i still prefer doing work WITH friends no matter how difficult. life`s just great that way. :)

a schoolmate ended her life last Wednesday. Melissa Toh. She`s everywhere on the net.
didnt really know her but she`s from TP design school hmm.
still young. so much life ahead of her. suicide should never be an option.
not to mention suicide is frowned upon by most religion. nevertheless, R.I.P.
hope you`ve found your safe haven. :)

look at that. its 3.27am. i`m supposed to be in bed. i was craving for it just now.
end up writing proper full sentences in my blog. how rare.
my national service letter has yet to come. & its just another waiting game.
we`ve got a problem here. my stomach`s asking for food. @.@
alright time to sleep. oh, i`m trying to grow a beard.
its not easy. pfft. off~
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