what is ok?

if i may so ask again.
how do you sleep at night?

like you know, even way before, when you already knew.
and you have the plans in your head.

do you just sleep normally?
you could accept it? the things you are about to do?

the true colour of your nature?
when everyone else thinks of you otherwise?

i still cannot believe.
i was still blind.

i fucking stood up for your name even when it is you who created the mess!
stupid, thats what i was.

cruel world.