back.
after so long.
i gotta admit i'm not the blogger-type of ppl.
mean those whu updates everyday or every week.
well... just came back here to say that i'm already having my ferst term break in poly.
its fun. my course. product & industrial design.
met lotssa friends.
they're cool.
and whats more cool?
im the only malay guy in the course for this year's academic batch.
haha.
main attention huh.
now rarely talk malay language.
beginning to learn some basic chinese / hokkien.
lol.
and really i gotta say.
to the receiver of my first ever rose.
i really miss you lotss.
but yea i know.
am not standing in ur way anymore.
just wanna c u happy.
though we now separate ourselves with silence.
all i gotta say is all the best in life.
just dont forget me.
kk.
haha.
wth man.
ritess.
i now just wanna enjoy my life.
samarra.
tts my nickname.
a name i call myself.
not by others.
haha.
it means 'a sad for all who see'.
lol.
and hell no!
im not tt hardcore emo.
just a lil bit.
wakaka.
so i guess tts all.
wait for another few more months for my next entry!
lol.
joking.
btw im doing this cool project for my course.
i tink its quite commoon alredy.
its an egg-flight project.
u gotta make the egg fly and land safely.
cool ehhh..
yeahhaa!!!
so gtg for now.
seeya!
takecare people.
love to all!
inBlack&Red
` samarra .
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
chalet holidayy..
10, 11, 12, and unexpectantly 13. March 2007.
those were the days me and the whole family lived by the sea. a chalet i mean.
at changi aloha.
as the type of person whu loves the sea, the beach, and fishing, i just simply love spending time at the chalet.
we had lots of fun.
about 5 family came by and go.
only 2 stayed til 13.
that is mine and my cousin's.
throughout those days we swam, dig for worms, fished, played soccer, screamed and laughed.
haha. chaos, totally.
for me i like to fish..so most of the time i spent my time fishing.
and yess we do caught fishes.
in total about 4 catfishes, 4 miscellaneous fishes and 5 sea bass.
fuu.. alot huh. market ah. haha.
and in total 7 fisherman. wakaka.
we were satisfied wif our catches.
abt the seabass, they played near to the shore.
we scooped them up using a net. haha.
simple.
about swimming.. well the normal swimming.
move around in water. played ball in the water.
and the best part, i got my left foot cut by a rock.
it was burning pain.
i thought there was nothing so i continued playing wif them.
only wen i got on shore to reel in my line, i discover that deep cut.
then it bleeds.
told my cousin and he told me to soak it in sea water where it'll heal faster. so i did.
it was burning more. just gotta bear with it.
and i got another scar again. at my back.
this time nastier. peeled my skin off.
haha.
and of cos i didnt notice again.
got tt scar wen i was crawling under a boardwalk to retrieve a tennis ball.
my uncle said there was something red at my back.
and tt is blood.
my mum scolded me. haha. for my recklessness.
i just continued wif fishing. dun care. haha.
last day we went out for a morning walk.
followed the boardwalk near the sea till it reaches to another place.
we ended up at kelong walk. it was morning.
so the air is fresh and it was cooling.
it was a nice view at the beach.
simply the best environment.
i dunno wad else to talk abt.
haha. okae ah enuf.
and i'll upload the photos soon.
takecare!
your beauty still haunts,
` saMIR .
those were the days me and the whole family lived by the sea. a chalet i mean.
at changi aloha.
as the type of person whu loves the sea, the beach, and fishing, i just simply love spending time at the chalet.
we had lots of fun.
about 5 family came by and go.
only 2 stayed til 13.
that is mine and my cousin's.
throughout those days we swam, dig for worms, fished, played soccer, screamed and laughed.
haha. chaos, totally.
for me i like to fish..so most of the time i spent my time fishing.
and yess we do caught fishes.
in total about 4 catfishes, 4 miscellaneous fishes and 5 sea bass.
fuu.. alot huh. market ah. haha.
and in total 7 fisherman. wakaka.
we were satisfied wif our catches.
abt the seabass, they played near to the shore.
we scooped them up using a net. haha.
simple.
about swimming.. well the normal swimming.
move around in water. played ball in the water.
and the best part, i got my left foot cut by a rock.
it was burning pain.
i thought there was nothing so i continued playing wif them.
only wen i got on shore to reel in my line, i discover that deep cut.
then it bleeds.
told my cousin and he told me to soak it in sea water where it'll heal faster. so i did.
it was burning more. just gotta bear with it.
and i got another scar again. at my back.
this time nastier. peeled my skin off.
haha.
and of cos i didnt notice again.
got tt scar wen i was crawling under a boardwalk to retrieve a tennis ball.
my uncle said there was something red at my back.
and tt is blood.
my mum scolded me. haha. for my recklessness.
i just continued wif fishing. dun care. haha.
last day we went out for a morning walk.
followed the boardwalk near the sea till it reaches to another place.
we ended up at kelong walk. it was morning.
so the air is fresh and it was cooling.
it was a nice view at the beach.
simply the best environment.
i dunno wad else to talk abt.
haha. okae ah enuf.
and i'll upload the photos soon.
takecare!
your beauty still haunts,
` saMIR .
Thursday, March 08, 2007
so many things & events happened
so many things & events happened after the previous entry. yet not one i entered into this blog. cos im lazy. just too much things happening. lets track back on some days.
29 january 07: class day out.
well we went to sentosa. the 5A people from 2006 class. it was a fun day. many of us met back together. it was a long long time since some of us last seen each other since graduation day & prom nite. so ya went to sentosa. at first the plan was to get there via the cable car but later..somehow we took the Sentosa Express. the new sort of LRT. kind of. well its fun anyway. occupied nearly the whole train. cos it was kinda small. for us i mean. standard.
so wen we got to Sentosa, we head straight for Palawan Beach. then we all get changed & start the fun. play frisbee, some stupid air ball and of cos the swim in water. haha. i got chased bcos i stayed dry for long. they wanted me in the water too. and ya i eventually get in the water myself. not that i dun like water or to get wet.
then we played ice & water. its not an easy one. we're playin at the beach and its kinda hard to run. we turned it into a tactical game. damn fun. was quite tiring. afta tt we played "AIDS". ahh no need to explain how the game is played ah. find out urself. haha. all i noe afta tt game, all of us was so so tired we didnt play anymore. just lepak at the beach and dip in the water.
me, regu, shamir, ridhwan, sharmine, ivy & rathi went to the tower. dunno la wat they call tt. its at the island infront of palawan. the southernmost point. took some pics there.
afta tt blablabla..... it was evening. we changed back to our dry clothes & went back home. yep the Sentosa Express again. back at vivo city (the Sentosa Express station), we ate at long john silver before we all went separate ways home. great day ah. shiookk..!!!
09 february 07: O level results
it was the day. the day that determines 2006 O level takers' path. our future. most of us, me & my muslim friends, met together at Ghufran Mosque for friday prayers. afta tt we all go back to our skool. TO GET OUR RESULTS!!! all of us were damn nervous. this results will change our lives forever. it determines our future. i was shaking myself in the bus on the way to skool. anwar gripped me like a monster. haha. cannot tahan ah the feeling. like on death row. we were abit late. abit late as in we're just goin to miss out our principal's long dull speech. i dun care. haha. straight back at skool, went to toilet ferst. empty out all the nervousness. and entered the hall. many alredy there. principal still wif the speech. minutes later...RESULTS OUT! and i PASSED!!! its wif flyin colours. haha. got 14 for my R4 and 19 for my R5. and i passed my LIT! haha.. was a shock. i neva passed Lit. was so rare. a C5 for it. and i was expecting a fail. cos that time my cousin died on the morning of the exam. i was too sad. he was only 10. i could hardly scratch out a gud answer for the paper. but i did it! haha. so happy wif myself. so is my parents. was a great achievement. now is to choose wad course in which skool i wanna go. woohooo..........
14 february 07: valentine's day.
haha. it was a year after Operation V. A. all i know only 2 ppl noe abt this. me & another. a year back. haha. i dunno wad i was doin. lost in thoughts. first time. held a red rose. thinking it was pathetic of me. i manage to give it. that was the moment. my mind went blank. it was her eyes. there's sumthin abt it. its different. its beautiful. and so is her heart. one in a million. she's the sweetest girl i ever met. like an angel. and was the first time i said 'happy valentine's day' to anyone. to a girl. and i dunno wad she replied. cos i was blank. HAHA. dunno ah. i'm no good.
this year. haha. no need to say la.
06 March 07: results of course & school
i manage to get into TP. Diploma in Product & Industrial Design. its my first choice! and i got it. hahaa.. happy. damn happy. hope this a gud course for me. cos i like designing & drawing. haha. A1 for d&t.
a black rose, inevitable
` saMIR .
` saMIR .
Friday, January 19, 2007
longg day...
well todae is ngee ann poly open house.. its opened 18-20.
so me, jib, regu and farhi went there todae. the mrt trip alone took a while.
then my ez-link card cannot top-up at a min of $5 but $10.
of cos i noe that those whu are not skooling now and just finished the Os haf to pay adult fare since 14 jan that is last sunday. but i didnt noe haf to top-up at least $10..
summore now haf to pay adult fare, deductions are worse since all the time before we haf been enjoyin paying students' fare and its concession. looks like money burns off fast now.
okae enuf of those fares. now abt ngee ann poly. well not to criticise but the buildings old. but the food was great. cheap as in a way. before we ate lunch at the canteen there we try to grab as many free things as possible. haha. typical s'poreans ahh. dun haf to b ashame. everyone there arent either. so we took some stuffs. jib & farhi are wad we called the superiors in this job. haha. but the funny part is tt wen entering the convention centre, me n regu somehow managed to get the free goodie bags while najib and farhi arent allowed to take. haha. cos that stupid girl managing tt says that they look like ngee ann poly students and the goodie bags are for sec sch students fersst. haha. me n regu walk away ferst. hahaha. klakar siaoo. kk enuf la eh.
then so we continued on our journey circling the campus..followin on tour..learn more stuffs..play more games..get free snacks..and of cos, grab more free items. haha. we managed to cover the business, media and engineering skool. and also we went into the aersopace place there. sat in the old A4 skyhawk and later playin so-called games of flyin crafts in comp. its not simulation..just plain game using remote control to try to fly the craft. was great. spent nearly half an hour there. haha.
so by the time we wanna go off, it was raining damn heavily. and the bus-stop was damn packed wif all the visitors. however we managed to get on the shuttle bus. and off to mrt station.
regu later went home while me, jib & farhi went to bugis. they wanted to buy sumthin so i just follow..met syahida & some of her frends while in bugis. then later farhi went off. me & jib went to long john cos he was so hungry. it was alredy 7+ by then. talk talk. then we head off for home on bus no.12. was a great day la.. rather than at home & rot. haha. for me not for them. haha.
i dropped at afghan while najib continue til pasir ris. then i met poovan on the bus home whu just came back frm library. haha. todae itself meet lotssa my frends since prom. was longg. so this sat i tink many of us we'll meet there since TP got open house too on sat. bet TP's open house is better. haha.
guess tts all.. for now i'm tired. gotta go off.
so me, jib, regu and farhi went there todae. the mrt trip alone took a while.
then my ez-link card cannot top-up at a min of $5 but $10.
of cos i noe that those whu are not skooling now and just finished the Os haf to pay adult fare since 14 jan that is last sunday. but i didnt noe haf to top-up at least $10..
summore now haf to pay adult fare, deductions are worse since all the time before we haf been enjoyin paying students' fare and its concession. looks like money burns off fast now.
okae enuf of those fares. now abt ngee ann poly. well not to criticise but the buildings old. but the food was great. cheap as in a way. before we ate lunch at the canteen there we try to grab as many free things as possible. haha. typical s'poreans ahh. dun haf to b ashame. everyone there arent either. so we took some stuffs. jib & farhi are wad we called the superiors in this job. haha. but the funny part is tt wen entering the convention centre, me n regu somehow managed to get the free goodie bags while najib and farhi arent allowed to take. haha. cos that stupid girl managing tt says that they look like ngee ann poly students and the goodie bags are for sec sch students fersst. haha. me n regu walk away ferst. hahaha. klakar siaoo. kk enuf la eh.
then so we continued on our journey circling the campus..followin on tour..learn more stuffs..play more games..get free snacks..and of cos, grab more free items. haha. we managed to cover the business, media and engineering skool. and also we went into the aersopace place there. sat in the old A4 skyhawk and later playin so-called games of flyin crafts in comp. its not simulation..just plain game using remote control to try to fly the craft. was great. spent nearly half an hour there. haha.
so by the time we wanna go off, it was raining damn heavily. and the bus-stop was damn packed wif all the visitors. however we managed to get on the shuttle bus. and off to mrt station.
regu later went home while me, jib & farhi went to bugis. they wanted to buy sumthin so i just follow..met syahida & some of her frends while in bugis. then later farhi went off. me & jib went to long john cos he was so hungry. it was alredy 7+ by then. talk talk. then we head off for home on bus no.12. was a great day la.. rather than at home & rot. haha. for me not for them. haha.
i dropped at afghan while najib continue til pasir ris. then i met poovan on the bus home whu just came back frm library. haha. todae itself meet lotssa my frends since prom. was longg. so this sat i tink many of us we'll meet there since TP got open house too on sat. bet TP's open house is better. haha.
guess tts all.. for now i'm tired. gotta go off.
so much for stayin in the shadows;
[ saMIR ]
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
after so long...
its been very long since i updated my previous entry.
well partly becos of my Os (lame excuse it's done months ago),
maybe becos i'm lazy. ya tts the thing.
well now tt i'm bored while awaiting the results, i might as well chuck in something here.
past few daes.. no no. past few weeks! yea. from the past few weeks or so i've been on off in searching for a part time work. sick and tired of it. haha. but well at least i've met some of my pri skool frends whu r also searching for work. so instead of reallie searching for work, some of the times we end up goin to town and not doin anythin except telling each other abt our lives since we've parted some 5 years ago. well its quite fun. just met some of them. there's more but i dunno where they are. lose contacts.
apart from so-called "searching for work", i'd been helping out my mum at home wif some household chores and running errands. i've reallie wished i'm still skooling. its great to see ur friends' faces evrydae in the morning in class. but wen skooling, there's the "cracking heads" and homeworks. stress stress. thats the thing abt students. wen there's skul, we dunwan to go but if there's no skool, we want to go. well im not saying all students are like me. lets say tt if only skools are there just for us to meet our friends.. tt'll be great rite. haha. wad in the world then skools are for.
other than those activities i've mentioned above, i've also been goin out fishing wif my friends. haha. its so shiok.. if its a perfect dae of cos. a cloudy day near the sea.. veri relaxing. then one of my friend Regu, ferst time fishing. damn funny guy. bring lotssa stuffs and acting as a pro angler. haha.
and the other dae..to be exact: 06 01 07. was my 18th bdae. yea.. coincidently my class had a bbq tt evening. so just went for it. not many noe tt tt dae was my bdae. haha. tt doesnt matter. wad matters is wad happens hours later - i was pushd inside a shallow pool - for the so-called bdae bash. its just tt theres no bash. i was so so wet. for the ferst time wet thoroughly inside out in my shirt and jeans. haha but its fun. reallie. but before tt i remembered we played ice & water. haha.. the best thing for an 18 yr old guy whu later fell head ferst from the playground top afta been chased by a little girl. haha. great dae. simply the best.
lately for the ferst time in my life, i'm starting to think and take matters greatly. well some may sae "crazy" or "so?". i dun tink its something to do with me being 18. just tt for some stupid reasons, i've been claiming tt life's unfair and i was so so depressed and i began to think real hard why in the world it haf to happen to me rite now and why am i so stupid to have made myself stupid. i noe u all wont noe wad im talkin abt. mayb those whu r close to me noe. well... i noe its a brand new year & like ppl sae start anew. start fresh. i know tt. but wad if the past reallie just wont leave you. wad if its forever embedded in my memory, not letting go? i know many ppl out there have the same feelings as me. there are many ways in forgetting about it. the only thing is tt i'm the one whu free willingly do not want it to leave me thought i reallie wish it did. thats the problem. no worries abt me. i can just pretend that i'm okay.
well partly becos of my Os (lame excuse it's done months ago),
maybe becos i'm lazy. ya tts the thing.
well now tt i'm bored while awaiting the results, i might as well chuck in something here.
past few daes.. no no. past few weeks! yea. from the past few weeks or so i've been on off in searching for a part time work. sick and tired of it. haha. but well at least i've met some of my pri skool frends whu r also searching for work. so instead of reallie searching for work, some of the times we end up goin to town and not doin anythin except telling each other abt our lives since we've parted some 5 years ago. well its quite fun. just met some of them. there's more but i dunno where they are. lose contacts.
apart from so-called "searching for work", i'd been helping out my mum at home wif some household chores and running errands. i've reallie wished i'm still skooling. its great to see ur friends' faces evrydae in the morning in class. but wen skooling, there's the "cracking heads" and homeworks. stress stress. thats the thing abt students. wen there's skul, we dunwan to go but if there's no skool, we want to go. well im not saying all students are like me. lets say tt if only skools are there just for us to meet our friends.. tt'll be great rite. haha. wad in the world then skools are for.
other than those activities i've mentioned above, i've also been goin out fishing wif my friends. haha. its so shiok.. if its a perfect dae of cos. a cloudy day near the sea.. veri relaxing. then one of my friend Regu, ferst time fishing. damn funny guy. bring lotssa stuffs and acting as a pro angler. haha.
and the other dae..to be exact: 06 01 07. was my 18th bdae. yea.. coincidently my class had a bbq tt evening. so just went for it. not many noe tt tt dae was my bdae. haha. tt doesnt matter. wad matters is wad happens hours later - i was pushd inside a shallow pool - for the so-called bdae bash. its just tt theres no bash. i was so so wet. for the ferst time wet thoroughly inside out in my shirt and jeans. haha but its fun. reallie. but before tt i remembered we played ice & water. haha.. the best thing for an 18 yr old guy whu later fell head ferst from the playground top afta been chased by a little girl. haha. great dae. simply the best.
lately for the ferst time in my life, i'm starting to think and take matters greatly. well some may sae "crazy" or "so?". i dun tink its something to do with me being 18. just tt for some stupid reasons, i've been claiming tt life's unfair and i was so so depressed and i began to think real hard why in the world it haf to happen to me rite now and why am i so stupid to have made myself stupid. i noe u all wont noe wad im talkin abt. mayb those whu r close to me noe. well... i noe its a brand new year & like ppl sae start anew. start fresh. i know tt. but wad if the past reallie just wont leave you. wad if its forever embedded in my memory, not letting go? i know many ppl out there have the same feelings as me. there are many ways in forgetting about it. the only thing is tt i'm the one whu free willingly do not want it to leave me thought i reallie wish it did. thats the problem. no worries abt me. i can just pretend that i'm okay.
i'm having nightmares of you;
~ saMIR ~
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Friday, July 21, 2006
Racial Harmony Day in school !!!
yeahh 2dae my skul celebrates racial harmony day.. of course u people noe why it is celebrated.. yeah. kinda fun.
i wore a simple blue baju kurung with "capal" (a kind of malay slipper) haha. yeahh simple ah.. dunwan to wear nice2 ah..
we didnt haf a proper lesson 2dae.. haha.. just english lesson tt is proper..
took many pictures.. yeah. my whole class wear traditional costumes. hope that we win the best dressed class cos we are nominated.. results on mondae.. haha.
my friend, sheikh and regu, with some other people are nominated for best dress individual. haha.. sheikh wore a sort of arab costume. regu wore chinese. haha.. yeahh.. all the best to them.
k lahh tts all fer now.. lazy to type summore.. haha.. and ya, if i gt the pics i'll post them up here.. tts all.. adios.......
i wore a simple blue baju kurung with "capal" (a kind of malay slipper) haha. yeahh simple ah.. dunwan to wear nice2 ah..
we didnt haf a proper lesson 2dae.. haha.. just english lesson tt is proper..
took many pictures.. yeah. my whole class wear traditional costumes. hope that we win the best dressed class cos we are nominated.. results on mondae.. haha.
my friend, sheikh and regu, with some other people are nominated for best dress individual. haha.. sheikh wore a sort of arab costume. regu wore chinese. haha.. yeahh.. all the best to them.
k lahh tts all fer now.. lazy to type summore.. haha.. and ya, if i gt the pics i'll post them up here.. tts all.. adios.......
...intheshadows...
~ SaMiR ~
Thursday, July 13, 2006
yesterdae my bro's bdae.. not my real bro. my close frend lah..
yeah!! yesterdae was Regu's bdae.. haha..
he's now 17.. same age as me. so regu, u cant call me old man anymre cos u're now same age as me.. haha.. u senior citizen also.
hmm.. yea, made him a specs which is capable of handling 2 VICKS inhalers..
its in a way such tt wen u wear the specs, the inhalers can be adjusted directly under ur nostrils.. haha. creative invention.. cos regu kinda liked the inhalers.. addiction. the pix nt here yet ahh.. so cannot c..
early in the morning had the mini celebration. theres a cake for regu.. haha. quite big ehh.. can feed the whole class.. even the teachers !!! yeahh.. the cake veri delicious..
but too bad no birthdae bashing ah.. cos new skool rules restrict tt.. haiya.. if not can whack him alredy.. hahaha.. yea..
okae lahh.. guess tts all for now.. ya, its a long time since i updated.. bz wif hmwrks and skul stuffs lahh.. haha.. understand lah ehh.. okae then.. chao sin chi!! tc pipal..!!
...intheshadows...
~ SaMiR ~
he's now 17.. same age as me. so regu, u cant call me old man anymre cos u're now same age as me.. haha.. u senior citizen also.
hmm.. yea, made him a specs which is capable of handling 2 VICKS inhalers..
its in a way such tt wen u wear the specs, the inhalers can be adjusted directly under ur nostrils.. haha. creative invention.. cos regu kinda liked the inhalers.. addiction. the pix nt here yet ahh.. so cannot c..
early in the morning had the mini celebration. theres a cake for regu.. haha. quite big ehh.. can feed the whole class.. even the teachers !!! yeahh.. the cake veri delicious..
but too bad no birthdae bashing ah.. cos new skool rules restrict tt.. haiya.. if not can whack him alredy.. hahaha.. yea..
okae lahh.. guess tts all for now.. ya, its a long time since i updated.. bz wif hmwrks and skul stuffs lahh.. haha.. understand lah ehh.. okae then.. chao sin chi!! tc pipal..!!
...intheshadows...
~ SaMiR ~
Sunday, July 02, 2006
my skool's 21st cross coutry yesterdae.. and i did it again. haha
yea.. yesterdae was my skool's X-country.. it was fun and tiring too..
haha.. i won a medal for my house.. haha.. tts great..
but my frend accidentally took my medal home.. haha.. funny ah..
hmm yea.. afta the whole event finish, we went to eat at B.K...
then we go out and take picture wif ronald macdonald..
haha.. we're deprived of childhood.. haha.. yea.. saw him alone so accompany him..
yea. wahahaa..
afta tt go beach and it was afternoon!! haha.. was damn hot and humid.. haha.. we just relaxed and do stupid stuffs like who can throw a fruit furthest into the water.. haha.. hey, boring u noe.. haha.. after that, we went home.. yea. haha.. was so tiring.. but fun lahh.. haha.. yea..
k then guess tts all..
...intheshadows...
~ SaMiR ~
haha.. i won a medal for my house.. haha.. tts great..
but my frend accidentally took my medal home.. haha.. funny ah..
hmm yea.. afta the whole event finish, we went to eat at B.K...
then we go out and take picture wif ronald macdonald..
haha.. we're deprived of childhood.. haha.. yea.. saw him alone so accompany him..
yea. wahahaa..
afta tt go beach and it was afternoon!! haha.. was damn hot and humid.. haha.. we just relaxed and do stupid stuffs like who can throw a fruit furthest into the water.. haha.. hey, boring u noe.. haha.. after that, we went home.. yea. haha.. was so tiring.. but fun lahh.. haha.. yea..
k then guess tts all..
...intheshadows...
~ SaMiR ~
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