Samsons -The Sweetest Memory (Kenangan Terindah) - Eng Sub

a very sweet song!
indonesian song actually.
got eng subs. go listen!!!
:)

Yellowcard - Only One

Broken, this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you, so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go, so dishonestly
Leave a note, for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

//

classic eh this song.
brought back alot of memories.
haha XD

Long, but Great Day!

kind of a long day today.
but no, aint a drag.

morning went to school for APEL 2 (Applied Principles of Effective Living).
was presentation day.
everything was smooth sailing.
i think i talked crap abit. haha.

met up with Julian.
passed me cash to buy him Scratch Cards (Habbo Hotel Cards).
was like drug kinda dealing.
i met him, he shoved the money to me, and i left.
HAHA!

after that went gaming with Sam & Alvin.
abit sian actually because everybody left and the feeling is very weird.
like sudden loneliness.
erm.
okayy nevermind.

supposed to meet up with Regu to get Shamir`s birthday gift at 1500 at Changi.
getting him a fishing rod & reel so he can fish with us next time.
hahaa.
well like always, we don`t really meet up punctually.
met him at 1630 instead.

recce for rods & reel.
found a decent one that suits him.
haha.
bought it and went off to meet him at his place.
found out he just finished bathing his cats.
HAHA!

we then shoot of to Whitesands Mac.
did some planning of an operation.
CLASSIFIED!
hahaa.
when my lappy batt running low, we left & walk walk around.
damn bored.
waiting for Sheikh actually.
yeahh.
long time no see.

when we meet together all over again, its like we are who we are when we last part.
still abit crazy. LOL!
laugh non-stop, digging up memories of the past.
its damn shiok laa just to slack & talk about the old days.
hmm.. yeah.
miss alot of stuffs back in secondary school.
my friends, my classroom, the teachers.. yeah.

time is always moving.
thats something i don`t like.
but well, its life aint it.
without knowing it, years pass.
friends come & goes, friends stays...
yeahh.

went home, saw a girl very resembling to her.
it reminds me of the past.
its abit creepy.
like a sudden gush of moments with her flowing back into my mind.
but well to say again, its not LOVE.
its something way MORE beautiful than that.

hmm. yeah.
oh yaa!
finally spotted SHIMANO FIREBLOOD at Changi Village while recce-ing for Shamir`s gift.
damn they come in 3 sizes.
the smallest is selling at $450.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!
damn ex laa.
but well, its VERY beautiful than in the picture itself.
SWEEEET!
i don`t even know if i EVER gonna get one.
haizz..
if i get my hands on it, i won`t use it!
i`d rather have it displayed in my room.
wooooooo!
okok. stop dreaming. wakakaa.

well yeah, i guess thats that for today.
hehe.
seeya!



black will paint over white,
& red will stain it.

` samarra .

what hurts the most ?

HAPPY 3

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Its Happy Birthday to our dear friends.
Li Juan, Ivy & Colin!
































another happy memory to be shared by all :)
best wishes to the three!


black will paint over white,
& red will stain it.
` samarra .

when hatred gave birth to love ...

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I AM NOT AFRAID TO WALK THIS WORLD ALONE!
but i AM afraid to walk this LIFE alone.
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cold was my soul,
untold was the pain.

HMM ... .. .

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
disasterous. LOL! XD

#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
a perfect world. peace, love & happiness.

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
lovely one, which will etch forever in my mind, my wife's & my parents.

#4 Are you hungry?
what`s with this question? random ahh! oh, no i`m not hungry.
but if there`s junks, i don`t mind biting in. just had late night dinner! (:

#5 What’s your ideal lover like?
like the first & second black rose.
( sweet, caring, true, . . blabla.. no need to type out la yaa.. almost everyone will say the same. )

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being LOVED!
"... to be loved, as to love with ALL MY HEART!"

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
really love? as in true love? then i will.

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
LOL! GG-fied. erms, let it be ah. what can I do?

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
not unhappy. but rather, dissapointed. haizz..

#10 Is being attached fun?
i don`t know. never tied to anyone. HAHA! XD

#11 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
awesome job, maybe learning more? have fiance?

#12 Who are currently the most important people to you?
FAMILY & FRIENDS!

#13 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
a bugger. HAHA! XD no hard feelings Siong!
NO!!!
i will say, he`s that one rare kind of person that keeps your heart warm with
true friendship. (:
although we do get to max arguing. HAHA!

#14 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
WHAT IS THIS!?!?
single & rich.. so much money.. no life partner.. so boring.. (unless those who become playboy!)
BUT NOT ME!
married but poor.. have life partner.. but hard to survive in life.. seeing a life partner to have
to struggle through life.. heartache. (rather not be in this situation.)

#15 What’s the first thing you do every morning?
recall my dreams, if i had any. i love dreams, sweet ones of course.

#16 Would you give all in a relationship?
without a doubt!

#17 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
simultaneously? the heck..
erm, well.. let my heart pick the RIGHT her.

#19 What are your friends usually like?
just like me. simply young & 'wild'.

#20 What type of friends do you dislike?
hypocrites! those buggers with daggers hiding in the shadows of friendship.
honestly, these people ARE 'DIGUSTING' !!!

//

just a survey.
i got survey from ppl.
supposed to be passed on.
but it will always end here, in my blog.
HAHA!

yeahh. well.
thats all!
taking care peeps (:



black will paint over white,
& red will stain it.
` samarra .

joke of the century .

with a ravaged heart & tired soul .

huh. what?

today was the presentation day for Reversed Engineering.
okayy for people who dont know whats that,
it is reversing the process of installation.
okok, in simpler words, dismantle.

well whatever it is, had presentation today.
phew... me & bryan got it through.
cant say good.
cant say bad.
whats done is done.

hmm..
yeahh..
after that went for lunch.
and..
well..
the rest of the day is long...
and dry...

haizz..
one life gone.
tsk tsk.

gonna do my automata later.
haven start the model yet.
cos was busy doin the R.E. lately.
now that its over, can focus on the next.

well i realised one thing.
i do work faster when under stress.
i think so.
yeahh, GOOD stress.
hmm.. well whatever.

zzz...

this is my first time being moodless for anything.
nothing to say either.

ohh well..

its never been like this last time.
you are there.
life was great.

have i changed upon the birth of the black rose?
am i not the Samir i once used to be?
have i hurt anyone`s feelings?
have i failed to uphold my vow... ?

time proved to heal wounds.
but not all.

scars do remains.

friendship, took a downfall. :'(

i am in love?
heyy. that must be joke of the century.
HAH!



black will paint over white,
& red will stain it.
` samarra .

the truth

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"my eyes see nothing"
"my mouth speaks nothing"
"my ears hear nothing"
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nothing? NOTHING?
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am i blind?
am i mute?
am i deaf?
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have i been voided of all the feelings i once felt were true to me?
the truth. is it`s existence the death of all lies? of all deceptions?
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NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH
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am i running away from the truth?
or
am i standing there taking it at point blank?
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samir or samarra ?

the truth about this deception,
is its a lie.
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you will not understand.
you may never will.
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if i had believed that there is always a rainbow after a rain,
then why i grieved upon reminiscing every moments we once shared.
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i lived on with a shadow that hides all the wounds you ever scar me with.
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its the curse.
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The Curse of The Black Rose.
two corpses, in one grave.
i miss you.
real, badly.
black will paint over white,
& red will stain it.

` samarra .

half alive .

-

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half ALIVE .

you killed my other half,

with the definition of LOVE.

you`re the only one who could vanquish

this animal i have become.

believe.

because thats all thats left that i can do.

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black will paint over white,

& red will stain it.

` samarra .