back, but nothing ? ):

today is the sickest feeling my heart ever felt.
sickest for this as in damn sad. hardcore.
but too bad.
i`m surpassing it.
`cause i have vowed to shut down my melancholic feelings.
sucks ehh.
all the way until i can finally vanquish my heart. heh.

you know, i`ve never hate to love.
i`m just afraid,
you might change that perception of mine.
erghh. okok. nono.
i will always love,
those who cherish me.
and those i cherish.

anyway you know what?
maybe i should have told you everything.
everything, right from the beginning.
so you will know.
maybe concealing isn`t good eh.
i can speak out the truth.
just that it`s gonna be a hell for you to take.

samir samir..
you`re a mess.

see, i live a simple life.
but i made a mess of myself.
hmm...
what in the freaking world.
there you go.
love is a hella dangerous thing.
for me laa, alamak.
not saying dangerous for anyone.

well whatever it is.
i`m still okay for now.
stable stable!
wahaha.
just rotting at home.
gonna go extinct.
soon!

lets go...
bermuda triangle!
anybody? :)




black will paint over white,
& red will stain it.

` samarra .