heh. where are you?

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okayy.

i dont know what to blog.

crap. this is ftw.

zzz.

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haizz.

my days and nights have been long & dry.

plus silent.

damn i`m missing you lots.

its heavy to breathe with your absence.

because you are the -

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WAAA STOPP THINKING ABOUT HER LAAAAA !!!!!

COME TO THINK OF IT !!!

ITS FREAKING DAMN IMPOSSIBLE SAMIRRRRR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!

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alright. whatthefuck.

i let my guard down.

sheesh, dammit.

i`m going against logic.

heh. but my heart is with me so -

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THERE YOU GO AGAIN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BLABBING ABOUT LOVE SHITS !!!!!!!!!!!!

CAN`T YOU JUST DENY IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHE DOESN`T GIVE A DAMN SHIT ABOUT YOUUUUUUUUU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i love every single bit about her.

the way she does things,

simply who she is.

and damn it, she does care about me.

well of course, we`re great friends.

its beautiful enough alright.

i love her as a -

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WOII STOP DREAMING LAA !!!!!!!!!

COME BACK TO REALITY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU THINK SHE GONNA EVER ACKNOWLEDGE YOUR LOV-

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heh. keep your damn ass voice silent.

you can`t control me anymore.

i have a choice. you freaking hell don`t.

because you are just my thoughts.

remains of those i labeled detrimental,

of those i have vanquished.

you`re finished, you`re done for.

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now acknowledge this!

when i make a decision, i do it.

i`m responsible for it,

i will carry it out, no matter what.

i just want to let her know,

of my heart`s content.

to tell her, that she made a difference in my life.

and that i miss her,

more than i do yesterday :)

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and you!

you`re gonna freaking die!

DEATH BY MY HEART !!!

i will be the one,

TO LEAVE YOU IN THE MISERY & HATE THAT YOU`VE BECOME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

black will paint over white,

& red will stain it.

` samarra .