Friendship ; Love ; Truth

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the picture is just something i illustrated.

& want to relate this entry about.

i want to edit with photoshop but dont know how to use :(

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in any case,

its about friendship, love & truth.

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basically i want to warn that my entry is not directed at anyone, living or dead.

if you feel that its you, then what can i say.

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i`m lazy to beat around the bush and talk generally so i`ll just bomb straight into what i want to deliver.

okayy so i just feeling rather sick of whats happening among all of us.

FRIENDS!

yess. they are people whom one knows, likes and trusts.

even though its just like kind of a normal friends, by calling them 'friends', means there`s no such thing as evil intentions on him/her.

am i right?

why would you want to call someone a friend when he/she will harm you in life?

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FFRRRRRIIIIIEEEEEEEEEENNDDDDDDSSSSS!

i just don`t know why some of them are pure hardcore backstabbers.

pulling our legs and stepping over our heads.

don`t think i don`t know.

listen here! do you think i`m being paranoid.

helllooo! i`m speaking the damn truth.

but i can`t force you to follow my view.

there`s always two sides to every story.

i`m sick of calling you my friend when you only walk away when i need help.

i`m sick of calling you my friend when you tell me lies so i can suffer.

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i don`t understand what are going in the thoughts of these kind of people.

if you want to be the best, be it.

but why? why hurt your friends` feelings.

i`m not jealous or anything for you to be the best.

why should i be jealous for?

doesn`t benefit me in anyway.

i will be damn happy to see my friend succeed in life.

to see them happy.

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but damn, life is like that huh?

so backstabbing is normal.

lies are nothing.

AND SEEING YOUR FRIENDS SUFFER IS THE BEST DAMN ENTERTAINMENT YOU CAN WATCH!

AM I DAMN RIGHT?!

DAMN RIGHT I AM!!

those hypocrites roaming among us.

fuck i`m disgusted by their actions.

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begone hatred.

i don`t need you in my life.

i have other people to live and love for.

to my friends, i love you people so much.

thanks for making me smile when i`m feeling down.

thanks for lending that helping hand when i`m carrying a heavy burden.

thanks for appreciating me for who i am and not what i am.

and most importantly,

thanks,

for letting me into your life. :)

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i hope we all can be friends ALL together again.

end this conflict, this hatred.

learn to love.

thats what living life is all about.

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black will paint over white,

& red will stain it.

` samarra .