it`s been some time .

Long before I could remember.
I was watching sunsets, everyday.
Every day, after you went away.
Wondering as warmth fades out.
Thinking back why you leave.
Disappearing with my hope.
Leaving me behind.
Taking no memories we shared.
I felt that cold biting into me.
Like the creeping night.
Voiding me of all that I am.
To be what you needed me to be.
Redefining myself in the final moments.
Yet still, I failed miserably.
I had went too far to find no hope.
Only screaming silence that accompany.
With invisible scars in the half-beating heart.
I cried watching it again.
Growing beautifully with pain.
Blossoming with a non-existent hope.
A deadly blessing to hide.
The black rose seized as my amaranth.
I could have told when I can.
A murderous guilt shows not itself more soon.
Than love that would seem hid: love's night is noon.
The moments we had together.
It`s all about you.
Your laughter, your joke, your lame-ness.
There is something to it that we pretended not to heed.
Alas, here I am staring at the night sky.
Looking back to when we first met.
It was all over.
All that`s left are memories.
Memories that kills to re-live.
Maybe I tried too hard.
I tried too hard to save an unborn love.


S0me thIngs Y0u wIll N 3 V 3 R understand,
and never wIll :)
underSTAND m3?

black will paint over white,
& red will stain it,

` samarra .