reminders of YOU.

lately have been busy with schoolwork.
non-stop assignments.
hell lot of sleepless nights.
my body system going down i guess.

this morning experienced an unusual shiver.
felt cold for some time.
yeahh, kinda sick.
anyway today need to hand in an important assignment.
made it through in the evening just now.

but still lotsa work piling in.
i cant imagine how fast this life can go.
things are happening too fast.
getting out of control.

where do the moments for your love ones goes?
in this fast lane of life, remember not to forget these special people.
for we will not feel their existence while being engrossed in work.
but we WILL feel their ABSENCE when they leave our life.

i don`t know how long i can hold out.
getting down with the sickness.
i can`t do much than to live through this nightmare.
i may have the will and the determination to get through.
but when i get through, what lies ahead?
still a blank.
vast of nothingness.

i miss those people close to my life.
they`re everywhere.
near and far.
i do think about them.
thinking how are they doing now.

talk about closeness.
the thing that attracts BOTH happiness AND sorrow is an open heart.
a heart left open for people to share feelings with.
left open, so as to only let the truths spill.
however when you leave an open heart for too long,
it invites the uninvited.
know what i mean?

i don`t feel like elaborating further.
i`m feeling rather sick now.
guess i need rest.
well yeah.

well before i end, i just want to tell my readers.
even for one whole day you are very busy,
take a moment to remember the ones you love & cherish.
for you will never know when they will leave your life.

to the girl,
i`ve had had a moment filled with thoughts of you.
i just want to know,
that you `re happy.

i just don`t know.
my open heart was left open far too long...


inBlack&Red
` samarra .