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Light Fishing

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well went for a 'light' fishing this morn with Regu.

fished at low tide.
not quite a plan, so well.. lets just see the pics.
hahaa.

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Pasir Ris Park, right at the end. :)

that pinkish jelly is jellyfish. kinda chewy. hahaa.

a starfish!

another jellyfish. its still alive by the way.

a small lonely growth in this kinda place?

first, & only, catch of the day. decent size eel.

thats the water horse. hehe. its still breathing.

cool eh. the kind of postcard picture. hah.

a dragonfly on the tip of my fishing rod.

dark clouds bringing rain, that make us pack up & head off.

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black will paint over white,
& red will stain it.

` samarra .

my illustration! - a rose :)

first & foremost, the blue background is SUPPOSED to be red!

& the rose SUPPOSED to be in black!

i don't know what in the world happen.

=.=''

btw this picture is illustrated using Adobe Illustrator CS2.

wanted to edit more but well i'm burned out for now.

ohh, & i don't have photoshop yet.

well so, its as rough as it can be.

just a simple artpiece.

:)

black will paint over white,

& red will stain it.

` samarra .

something happy to talk about :)

BLEACHbleachBLEACH.


ICHIGO , RUKIA , CHAD , ISHIDA , INOUE .


FIRST STRIKE.


INTO SOUL SOCIETY.


FACE OFF!
FIGHTING THE ENEMY WITHIN.

HOW WILL YOU VANQUISH YOUR DARK SIDE?
ICHIGO BANKAI, HOLLOW.

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okayy.
the Queen of Spam, Xinger, recently tagged me.
and requested i talk something about BLEACH.
wahaha.
so yeaa okay.

okayy basically i started watching BLEACH quite long ago.
not long laa, in poly life. means just a year back.
it started with Alvin, a friend of mine.
he showed me an episode of BLEACH.
so i just watch lo.

guess what?
its damn funny!
hahaa.
thats what i like.
i like things that make me laugh & smile.
well of course for the good reasons. :)
hehe.

okok. so BLEACH.
yepp. just a few days after that...
I BEGAN WATCHING!
aww dangerous.
you know why?
`cause its addictive!
WAHAHA!!!
seriously.

well some people don't like anime.
but too bad. i love it!
its something that makes me happy!!!
well, of course, something to distract me from the sadness.
ohh, whatever. hah.

so BLEACH is just a start.
my first anime.
damn BLEACH just gets better by episodes.
i love it laa.
summore my friend, Xinger, is an anime freak.
wahaha. anyway thats what she called herself.
yeahh. so by that name you know what she is.
she SPAM animes! SPAMMER! nyahaha.
so i need sources for BLEACH, no trouble. XD
she IS the source.
wahaha.

so today, i finished watching episode 166.
waiting for 167!
its nowhere to be found!
Xinger thought 167 is the last laa, but actually its NOT!
its not even aired in Japan yet!
means, won't reach Singapore that soon.
you know how sad is that?
that, is damn sad. :(

zzz...
hmm...
ohh ya!
there's this BLEACH movie!!!
Xinger said she gonna bring speaker to school!
so can watch together. wahaha!
thats it man.. maybe SUBWOOFER!
tear down the lab. hehe.
nyahaha..
so thats it about BLEACH. heh.

okayy. well. what else is there to say?
hmm...
i dunno. heh.
well i guess i go do something.
tomorrow gonna go fishing with Regu.
light fishing. not gonna spent much.
saving up money to buy REEL!
SHIMANO REEL!
okayy. save money first.
heh.
than later on in the evening go chill out with him again & Shamir.
whitesands MAC.

sometimes just sitting down and talk is kinda shiok.
talk talk. since we don't meet up that often. hahaa.
yeahh. so tomorrow abit occupied for me.
rather than rotting at home. wahaha.

alrights.
gottago then.
seeya peeps!

i miss my friends.
i miss you.


Black will paint over White,
& Red will stain it.

` samarra .

KIWI !

heh. something to smile about.
:)

DSDS - Cry On My Shoulder

If the hero, never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you call your friends, nobody's home
You can rum away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go
If heaven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

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to me this song is simply lovely.
lyrics, meaningful.
video,touching.

:)

back, but nothing ? ):

today is the sickest feeling my heart ever felt.
sickest for this as in damn sad. hardcore.
but too bad.
i`m surpassing it.
`cause i have vowed to shut down my melancholic feelings.
sucks ehh.
all the way until i can finally vanquish my heart. heh.

you know, i`ve never hate to love.
i`m just afraid,
you might change that perception of mine.
erghh. okok. nono.
i will always love,
those who cherish me.
and those i cherish.

anyway you know what?
maybe i should have told you everything.
everything, right from the beginning.
so you will know.
maybe concealing isn`t good eh.
i can speak out the truth.
just that it`s gonna be a hell for you to take.

samir samir..
you`re a mess.

see, i live a simple life.
but i made a mess of myself.
hmm...
what in the freaking world.
there you go.
love is a hella dangerous thing.
for me laa, alamak.
not saying dangerous for anyone.

well whatever it is.
i`m still okay for now.
stable stable!
wahaha.
just rotting at home.
gonna go extinct.
soon!

lets go...
bermuda triangle!
anybody? :)




black will paint over white,
& red will stain it.

` samarra .

all because of you :)

All because of you

I believe in angels

Not the kind with wings

No, not the kind with halos

The kind that bring you home

When home becomes a strange place.

I'll follow your voice

All you have to do is shout it out !


extracted from Rise Against's Good Left Undone.

black will paint over white,

& red will stain it

` samarra .

silence, kills.

this is just becoming dreadful.
the nights getting colder.
warmth of your presence, gone.
where are you?
where'd you go?
i miss you so.

i`d be damned.
God, i`m pathetic.
who in the friggin` world am i?
sheesh.
i`m on my way to the core of my heart.
to find the meaning to my life.

we talked about it before.
about the true meaning to life.
do you remember?
well i`m going for it.
to discover what my heart truly seek.
the definition to my existence.

i just want you to know.
that i`ll be striving to fortify my heart.
to make it stronger.
you also have to, right?
i hope you`re doing good.
i know you are.

well just in case.
i`d be there to fend you.
because i know.
you need more help than i do.
my eyes had seen past your smiles.
there lies sadness behind.

i will henceforth isolate my heart.
lock it down from melancholic emotions.
erase all the unnecessaries.
gather all the happiness in me.
and strengthen the core of the heart.
after which, i`ll seek my definition.



and if i should fail...,






NO!






FAILURE DOES NOT EXIST IN MY DAMN DICTIONARY !!!





black will paint over white,
& red will stain it.

` samarra .

heh. where are you?

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okayy.

i dont know what to blog.

crap. this is ftw.

zzz.

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haizz.

my days and nights have been long & dry.

plus silent.

damn i`m missing you lots.

its heavy to breathe with your absence.

because you are the -

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WAAA STOPP THINKING ABOUT HER LAAAAA !!!!!

COME TO THINK OF IT !!!

ITS FREAKING DAMN IMPOSSIBLE SAMIRRRRR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!

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alright. whatthefuck.

i let my guard down.

sheesh, dammit.

i`m going against logic.

heh. but my heart is with me so -

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THERE YOU GO AGAIN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BLABBING ABOUT LOVE SHITS !!!!!!!!!!!!

CAN`T YOU JUST DENY IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHE DOESN`T GIVE A DAMN SHIT ABOUT YOUUUUUUUUU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i love every single bit about her.

the way she does things,

simply who she is.

and damn it, she does care about me.

well of course, we`re great friends.

its beautiful enough alright.

i love her as a -

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WOII STOP DREAMING LAA !!!!!!!!!

COME BACK TO REALITY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU THINK SHE GONNA EVER ACKNOWLEDGE YOUR LOV-

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heh. keep your damn ass voice silent.

you can`t control me anymore.

i have a choice. you freaking hell don`t.

because you are just my thoughts.

remains of those i labeled detrimental,

of those i have vanquished.

you`re finished, you`re done for.

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now acknowledge this!

when i make a decision, i do it.

i`m responsible for it,

i will carry it out, no matter what.

i just want to let her know,

of my heart`s content.

to tell her, that she made a difference in my life.

and that i miss her,

more than i do yesterday :)

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and you!

you`re gonna freaking die!

DEATH BY MY HEART !!!

i will be the one,

TO LEAVE YOU IN THE MISERY & HATE THAT YOU`VE BECOME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

black will paint over white,

& red will stain it.

` samarra .