another world.

i want to believe there is an alternate universe.
perhaps one where i am the one who chose for us to walk different paths.
that i am the one who caused hurt.
i would rather be the evil that breaks the bond.
i want to be the bad person.
not you.
i do not want you to be seen as one.
you were this innocent, beautiful girl in my life.
i want to remember you that way.

or rather another universe.
one where we both live our lives together happily.
one where we could wake up in the morning and just stare into each other's eyes.
gazing far beyond into each other's worlds.
realising we are the world for one another.

i want to believe.