just like the sun.

it was cold.
not the weather, or the office.
but rather cold from within me.
do you recall me saying that?
because i was too shocked.
my brain could not register.
my heart still could not accept.
it was beating very fast.

you called and i hear your voice.
i was in a daze.
thinking about everything.
trying to but just could not.
impossible, impossible.
my body shook.
was feeling rather numb.
what is going to happen next?

i can never forget that day.
truth or not, it happened.
never once i imagined.
i wanted to cry so much.
but you already were.
it will just make it worse.
those tears fall since then.
its still you, day in and out.