still thinking.

my birthday celebration that you promised.
is it gone forever?
you did not mean it when you said it?
why would you do this?
the man who share so much of his life and love with you.
leave him in the most shittiest way?
you are able to just continue life like that?
our love did not mean anything at all?
he thought about you every day and night.
always distracted.
this madness did not justify the love he has for you.